For those who have been asking for a close up, I tried to get a photo today after my jog. Unfortunately, my video doesn't capture much detail, but photos do. Sorry for all the freckles, the only filter I'm using is in my cigarette!
2021-08-26 08:12:35 +0000 UTC View Post#70 - Another morning cigarette. Sorry for the coughing, I still get choked up sometimes.
2021-08-26 15:12:30 +0000 UTC View PostI have two videos today! I have been trying to learn how to do some tricks and made a video of it. I don't think it worked out that well, but I didn't feel too lightheaded after so I made another video right after and tried to do it with better lighting. That was my first time having two in a row! It was a little dizzying, but fun, I will give it another try again in the future when I'm a bit better at it.
2021-08-27 14:29:37 +0000 UTC View PostUnwinding with a cigarette at the end of my day has become a routine way to relax, especially in the beautiful hot summer evenings!
2021-08-28 16:02:39 +0000 UTC View PostAfter a long day of work, I was the last one to go home. I'm never usually the last one out, so it was a nice opportunity to have a cigarette with no one around. I hope you like my outfit! I have been trying to dress up a little more lately. P.S. Sorry about the sound, it was a bit breezy outside and I couldn't find a good spot to put my phone.
2021-08-30 01:16:02 +0000 UTC View PostAnother day at the beach! I'm trying to get as much sun as I can before everything gets cold again.
2021-08-31 18:33:19 +0000 UTC View PostI had to post one last video for the day. I couldn't resist with the sun setting, I wanted to share it with you. Relaxing by the water with a cigarette while the sun sets is an amazing end to my day! I hope everyone else is having a great day!
2021-09-01 03:06:32 +0000 UTC View PostIt was such a hot day and it was hard to do anything outside. I do love it when it's hot outside, but I didn't want to do much besides lay in the shade because it was too much! Thankfully, I had my cigarettes with me so I could have one and make a video for you. I always seem to have them with me now!
2021-09-02 03:34:41 +0000 UTC View PostThought I would try to help a explain a little more about my smoking and what interested me in trying it out. Maybe I could do a Q&A for future video to help answer any questions you may have. I might not be able to answer everyone's questions but I can try my best to get to some of them.
2021-09-03 06:28:30 +0000 UTC View PostTime for a late night cigarette before going to bed. Sometimes these help me unwind and get to sleep.
2021-09-04 07:49:29 +0000 UTC View PostI confess, it's a bit of a different video today. I just wanted to get something off my chest.
2021-09-05 15:59:14 +0000 UTC View PostA nice evening with my dog at the park.
2021-09-06 06:04:26 +0000 UTC View PostNeeded a cigarette before bed tonight. When I'm tired but can't fall asleep, having a cigarette helps calm my nerves and I can relax and fall asleep easier.
2021-09-07 08:05:11 +0000 UTC View PostConstruction around here has been getting pretty annoying. After I had my morning cigarette I was told the water main was broken from the construction so I wasn't able to get ready for work. I ended up having another cigarette while waiting for the repairs. It definitely helps relieve the stress. Sorry for all the construction noise!
2021-09-08 05:12:39 +0000 UTC View Post
I was feeling cute today having a cigarette while out shopping, so I thought I would share!
2021-09-09 06:07:07 +0000 UTC View PostNew cigarettes! So I have been trying a few different brands of cigarettes lately, and I think I have found one that I really like. The first brand I had tried was called Next. Having nothing to compare them too, I didn't think anything of them. I tried a brand called Vogue and also a brand called Number 7, neither of which I thought were as good as Next. However, I have recently been smoking a brand called Du Maurier Signature. They are considered a full flavoured cigarette and they are a little bit more expensive, however they taste way better than the others and the feeling and sensation I get from them is much better too! I know many people may recommend me to try brands like Marlboro, Camel or Virginia Slims, however in Canada I can't get those brands :( Maybe one day if I visit the US I will get some, but for now I am happy with Du Maurier.
2021-09-09 07:16:02 +0000 UTC View PostThank you to those who have bought me things from my wishlist! In this video, I am wearing a new pair of fishnet tights someone (you know who you are) bought for me. They are really cool! I have never actually worn anything like it before, but always thought they were really interesting. I will have to pick out some outfits to wear with them now! If anyone else is interested in helping me pick out what to wear you can send your suggestions to my wishlist (link in the bio) or pick out one of the items that are already on the list. Thanks so much!!
2021-09-10 10:58:01 +0000 UTC View PostFirst time I have ever woken up with a craving. It feels like it had worked its way into my dreams and made me wake up! It's a very weird feeling being controlled by something, I have never felt this way before.
2021-09-11 06:00:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Taking my dog to the park is a daily routine. I take her in the evenings because she is very furry and it is cooler for her. I like to sit in the grass and watch her explore. It's also a great time for me to relax and have a cigarette in privacy.
2021-09-12 05:18:08 +0000 UTC View PostEnjoying the last of the good weather this summer with an evening smoke in the park. I'm running out of cigarettes faster than I expected and will have to buy more soon. I still like to have Du Mauriers but would like to buy a few different packs to see what some of the others are like too! I wish there was more variety around here, the cigarettes in the US look so much more interesting but they can't be brought into Canada :(
2021-09-13 18:22:28 +0000 UTC View PostAfter trying my best for a month and a half now, I have completely lost count of how many cigarettes I have had. I was hoping to do the math and figure it out, but I'm not really sure what pack I am on either.
2021-09-15 01:35:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Just a fun photoshoot from the park the other day. I thought they turned out nicely. I'm definitely not looking forward to the colder weather coming soon. Soon you will see just how much snow falls around here.
2021-09-16 06:06:39 +0000 UTC View PostI stayed at a hotel recently and for the first time I had a smoking room! I have smoked in my house before, but I don't like the smell so I smoke outside as much as possible. However, having a smoking room at a hotel was exciting! I brought a bunch of new outfits to try on for some photos and videos, knowing I would be able to smoke too. This is one of the videos I made in bathroom. Hope you enjoy!
2021-09-18 10:05:43 +0000 UTC View PostThe last few days I have been with family and I haven't had much time to escape and smoke. It has also made it difficult for me to upload new posts. It was a relief to have a cigarette late in the evening when everyone was gone. I have many videos and photo shoots to show and will continue to upload a variety of content from within the last two weeks to the present.
2021-09-19 10:04:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Just a quick pic from the other day. Just thought it was cool, it looked like a scene from a movie!
2021-09-20 09:27:56 +0000 UTC View PostPeaceful late night cigarette before bed time.
2021-09-20 14:28:12 +0000 UTC View Post
People like to ask me a lot about whether or not I smoke while I exercise. I don't really, I enjoy having a cigarette afterwards because it helps relax and calm me. But I thought of entertaining the idea of doing some stretches while smoking. It felt a little silly I admit, as it made everything more difficult to do, but it was kind of fun too!
2021-09-21 05:34:28 +0000 UTC View PostHard to tell lately what addiction feels like but I have been feeling more and more like I need to smoke at times.
2021-09-22 09:40:55 +0000 UTC View PostA video I took from my hotel stay. It was my first time smoking on a bed, or in a bedroom even for that matter lol. It was pretty fun!
2021-09-23 03:22:39 +0000 UTC View Post
A pic from the video shoot. Same one as on my social but full resolution.
2021-09-23 03:54:03 +0000 UTC View Post