Feels good but dangerous as well. Might be an explosion
Feels good but dangerous as well. Might be an explosion
2024-12-14 17:49:03 +0000 UTC View Post
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Finally filming a new stuffing clip. Hope I also get horny l..
Finally filming a new stuffing clip. Hope I also get horny later. Perhaps some teasing will boost my sex drive.
2024-12-14 16:48:26 +0000 UTC View PostFeeling like a proud piggy š·
Feeling like a proud piggy š·
2024-12-12 15:59:38 +0000 UTC View PostāAliceās belly had grown so big that she wedged tightly betw..
āAliceās belly had grown so big that she wedged tightly between the seat and handlebars of her scooter, her blubber oozing over and around the upright shaft on the front of the scooter. Poor Alice had problems compounding problems! Not only was she too fat to fit into her scooter, but she was too weak to extricate herself from her predicament!ā Mcoddles on DA
2024-12-11 21:02:38 +0000 UTC View PostāTwo or more persons may be needed to complete a good examin..
āTwo or more persons may be needed to complete a good examination of all areas on the body. All skin folds and panniculus should be gently lifted and examinedā¦ā sometimes I read medical journals and masturbate to thoughts of whatās to come. š„µ
2024-12-11 20:09:58 +0000 UTC View PostCraving fries dipped in melted butter and ketchup. One of my..
Craving fries dipped in melted butter and ketchup. One of my favourite combinations. Just seems like a great fat girl snack. Yummy
2024-12-11 18:01:23 +0000 UTC View PostBellissima Claus is granting wishes. Reply to the message an..
Bellissima Claus is granting wishes. Reply to the message and yours could come true š
2024-12-11 17:02:31 +0000 UTC View PostJust discovered sweet potato churros š„°š„°
Just discovered sweet potato churros š„°š„°
2024-12-11 16:07:55 +0000 UTC View PostHad to make a late night snack
Had to make a late night snack
2024-12-10 22:29:05 +0000 UTC View PostMade noodles and omelette. So yummy. Feels good to be fillin..
Made noodles and omelette. So yummy. Feels good to be filling up.
2024-12-10 17:21:50 +0000 UTC View PostIām feeling good today. I met up with a friend and a new cli..
Iām feeling good today. I met up with a friend and a new client whoāll be giving me some editing work next year. Iāve accepted and more or less processed all the sad shit that went down recently. I canāt help but laugh if I think how my day started, trying to film my first fart but I forgot to press record cos I hadnāt fully woken up. It was a good one but the whole situation made me laugh. If I think of myself going from having a serious job, filming interviews with famous politicians, minor celebrities like David Beckham and Adam Silver, to waking up and trying to capture my first fart of the day, I canāt help but chuckle.
I managed to get the second fart if anyoneās interested in such filth. It came out sounding moist and extra disgusting lol. Such a fucking pig now. Iām know Iāve been lazy as fuck but Iām about to get into a hyper productive phase. I like expensive gourmet foods, hotel breakfast buffets and other pricey shit so I guess itās time to go extra hard with my content creation mission. I need to make a progress video with myself over the past few years. I was holding off cos I donāt really feel like Iāve gained a significant amount. I wanted the end of the progress to be much bigger and sexier but itās okay. I have to accept where Iām at right now. Itāll probably never be enough. Iāll be 400lbs, struggling to get up off the couch and Iāll look at myself in the mirror and see a slender girl.
I need lessons in how to not give a fuck. Iām not even jokin..
I need lessons in how to not give a fuck.
Iām not even joking.
Anyway, Iām very grateful for the support Iām getting here. Couldnāt have gotten past the plateau if I hadnāt made an OF.
Iām trying hard to see the plus side of the absolute fucking train wreck my life has become.
āHow do you fuck a supermassive black hole?With a big bang.ā
āHow do you fuck a supermassive black hole?
With a big bang.ā
I just got back from the year end function. I seem to have a..
I just got back from the year end function. I seem to have accidentally found a group of real life feeders and foodies but in the form of people whoāre part of a type of botanical society - the type of people who say things like, āyou can tell the species apart because the girth of this one is thicker around the baseā (Iām leaving out the Latin and Greek names that they mention, but you get the idea, meanwhile my mind is so deep in the gutter itās just stuck on, āthick girthā and thicker š¤£š¤£š¤£
Anyway, there were about ten types of cakes, I was encouraged to take leftovers home and I ate about ten times more than anyone else at the party. I was struggling to walk normally by the time I left and everyone seemed impressed with my healthy appetite and willingness to take one for the team, in terms of filling containers up with pies, cakes etc. I had one of the best cheesecakes Iāve had in my life. The feast is about to continue.
Woke up fatter, happier and hornier than I have in a while. ..
Woke up fatter, happier and hornier than I have in a while. I slept so well. About to go to a year end function.
2024-12-07 09:44:07 +0000 UTC View PostWatching the Madness and eating chocolate and crisps. I need..
Watching the Madness and eating chocolate and crisps. I needed to take some time out after finding out my dog has incurable cancer but Iāve had time to process the news and my appetite is back after getting weak for a couple of days. Iām slightly jealous cos sheās so dopey from the pain medication and I wouldnāt mind some of those good pills, lol, jokes, but Iāve got some premium stuff to smoke and Iāve been eating well. I seem to be addicted to trifle and jelly babies.
2024-12-06 22:38:07 +0000 UTC View PostHope I can stretch this gaining journey out for a few years...
Hope I can stretch this gaining journey out for a few years. I keep thinking how I need to make a will in case I accidentally explode my self lol. I know the odds are slim but itās happened before, even during live streaming. Life can throw some surprises our way. I do love living on the edge. (FYI, if youāre an admin bot reading this, itās a joke. Iām not planning to explode anything especially not Bellissima) hahaha
2024-12-05 21:52:12 +0000 UTC View PostWoke up feeling fatter. I think this self employment phase i..
Woke up feeling fatter. I think this self employment phase is going to be very good for my waistline. What do you think?
2024-12-04 09:29:16 +0000 UTC View PostMade wraps with hot dogs and fried eggs. So good
Made wraps with hot dogs and fried eggs. So good
2024-12-03 19:24:31 +0000 UTC View PostI love the little details in my cow
I love the little details in my cow
2024-12-03 17:23:16 +0000 UTC View PostAlso my pig needed a friend so I got a cow to keep her compa..
Also my pig needed a friend so I got a cow to keep her company
2024-12-03 17:20:16 +0000 UTC View PostBeen trying on outfits. The Santa one will likely fit for tw..
Been trying on outfits. The Santa one will likely fit for two or three more years. Itās huge. I seem to have outgrown the lingerie in the pic. I also want to be a greedy reindeer. I know December just began but this is already the most relaxed and fun festive season Iāve had since becoming an āadultā lol
2024-12-03 17:18:38 +0000 UTC View PostI got a Santa costume. Gonna be a fat female santa and steal..
I got a Santa costume. Gonna be a fat female santa and steal treats from the houses I visit š
Is wrong that I want to do spicy Santa and use the same outfit for wholesome Christmas activities? This is one of my favourite and most fattening holidays and this year I get to spend most of it with all of you because I canāt be away from my ancient dog and sheās not welcome inside many places even though sheās a tiny 5kg fragile thing who can just curl up on my big fat lap and not even touch the furniture. Anyway, Iāll likely style the Santa costume differently for the spicy version and the wholesome scenarios. While I was out today I remembered I need to check if Bellissima can hold more smarties compared to the last time I tried the smarties test. Iām already so excited about all the sales of Christmas foods that happen in late Dec and January. Canāt wait for all that good chocolate to be marked down.
Hereās a random pic of me using my grabby stick to get another packet of crisps from the pile next to my bed. lol
I just got home from the party. Iām so stuffed I could hardl..
I just got home from the party. Iām so stuffed I could hardly drive, and I accidentally left my house keys in my car but for now Iām recovering and digesting for a few minutes before I take the strenuous 10metre walk back to the car to get them. It was a 60th birthday and the food was amazing. Iāve had three types of cake, tiramisu, roast chicken, steak, potato wedges, pasta, salads, bread rolls, ice cream, meat balls, sausages and more. There was too much food even for me. Iām so stuffed.
2024-12-01 21:18:38 +0000 UTC View PostIām going to a birthday party today. Guess what? There is go..
Iām going to a birthday party today. Guess what? There is going to be a lot of food there so expect big amounts to go down the pie hole lol. Also, I woke up fatter this morning. Itās very early but Iām eating and having a gainer drink
2024-12-01 04:03:00 +0000 UTC View PostBeen eating Thai and Indonesian food non stop for the past f..
Been eating Thai and Indonesian food non stop for the past five hours. Nothing beats fresh, homemade food. Bellissima is stretching before my eyes. Iām home now snacking on some popcorn before the next big meal.
2024-11-30 17:29:33 +0000 UTC View PostMaking a list of all the items in my house that I need to hi..
Making a list of all the items in my house that I need to hide so I donāt have to answer any awkward questions when my sisters and other people visit my house in the next two weeks. I have a clamp above my main bed, as you can see in the fourth pic. Thereās also a funnel out in the open, and a massive collection of sexy lingerie hanging on a rail. Canāt wait to play dress up and see myself in all my cute outfits but Iām not good at lying to people so I donāt want one of my sisters to be, why the fuck is there a phone holder clamped above your bed? What are you doing with all these crotchless panties. Give me a few months and Iāll be over the paranoia. A part of me wishes I could just tell everyone what Iām up to and how I plan to support myself going forward but I know this will cause misfiring and chaos in their minds. At some stage, when I get to 300lbs, I expect my sisters to get very concerned and to start asking questions but I donāt think theyāll suspect I gained weight in such an intentional way.
2024-11-30 00:25:10 +0000 UTC View PostSorry for the too long post. I added random pics in case you..
Sorry for the too long post. I added random pics in case you donāt feel like reading.
Been thinking a lot about acting and role playing inspired by my actual life experiences like responding to fat shaming or things that happened at work.
Did you know that Iāve worked as a guest lecture at some colleges? I did some lectures about film editing. I guess that might seem strange cos Iāve been on an editing strike on this platform. It was hard to edit when it was my day job/ vanilla job to do but now that I quit that job, Iāll be able to enjoy editing my own footage and put all my new gear to good use, like my Sony FX30, lights. green screen, lapels mics etc.its going to be interesting to strike a balance between being a lazy slob and being an excellent cinematographer, director, editor, head of art and wardrobe department, etc but since Iām a very creative and artistic person, I really do need to express my creativity even if Iām making a stuffing and measuring video or trying on tight clothes. Iām a bit ashamed to say Iāve been putting in very little effort because Iāve mostly been exhausted and sad from working in a dead-end job but I donāt have that excuse anymore and the cloud of sadness is lifting. Iām starting to imagine all the short films Iāll make and characters I can bring to life, as well as just showing my authentic life and how I make my shakes and meals.
I have this need to mindlessly binge watch shows while I eat so I may end up filming myself wearing headphones and zoning out but Iāve seen myself doing this and with all the burping, jiggling and heavy breathing, Iām guessing this footage can still be fun to watch even if Iām acting like a mindless blob. As long as the camera is rolling and fx30 has amazing auto focus
Please feel free to share suggestions of what youād love to see from me as a single girl - not ready to pop my fat girl cherry yet but thin me had some action, pre 2019. At least I have some cute accessories to avoid cobwebs forming down there ššš but I know when Iām too big to reach Iāll be looking for some assistance.
I know itās time to really push myself. I also tend to eat more when Iām with friends or loved ones so Iām lining up lunch appointments. Tomorrow someone is cooking a feast for me.
