My bad. I’m venting about my life here on onlyfans where you come to get horny from me. It’s easy to joke about eating myself out of a job but Im legit struggling with the way I’m being treated by my client after working for the company for five years. Yes they watched me go from thin, fit, sharp and multi skilled to fat and just good for menial desk work. It’s like the fatter I get, the less “responsibilities” I’m given but not really. The part that sucks is getting demoted and the gaslighting where I do a lot of work, getting something near the finish line and they deny that I did this work, bring in someone more “senior” to finish the job (where senior person makes a few tiny changes) and then everyone acts like I didn’t contribute anything to the process, and they deny me the satisfaction of finishing the work and receiving credit. It’s annoying and keeps happening. I kept saying I’m gonna quit before I even started this onlyfans. I need to follow through on my plan to quit. I deserve a much better life than this. I need to make it happen. I have other clients who give me work sometimes and I can find more but I’ve been keeping this one because I find the work very interesting. It’s not just hollow corporate work. Anyway, I can do more with my life than being an invisible junior employee. I can invest more time in being a gluttonous hedonist. Hope I feel better soon. Sorry for over sharing about my life.
Bad day at work. Seems I’m eating myself out of a job. People are noticing how I keep screwing up cos I’m more concerned with eating than doing the work in a professional way. I’m tired at work cos I’m always staying awake at night and eating. It’s time to move on from that life of being in offices around decent humans.
Heading home soon. I plan to drink melted ice cream for dessert. Yum. I’ll be back to 10K calories a day in no time. This meal was 2000 and lunch and breakfast came to 4000.
Having Nando’s cos I don’t have time to cook or do dishes. Wondering if I’ll be able to finish the whole chicken. Let’s see. I’m already quite full. Gut was pressing into the steering wheel on my way to the restaurant.
So it seems I’ve really found new levels of not giving a fuck in my job. Today I went to work a bit late with pussy juice on my hands and didn’t even bother to wash them for hours. I was also looking at my onlyfans while waiting for a meeting to start and my coworker may have seen which site I had open.
I lost track off time when I made myself cum this morning after a quick stuffing. I think it would be hot if I could work from home for a couple of weeks and gain a massive amount during that time. I’d go back the office and soak up the reactions.
It was an okay work day for me mostly proof reading and transcribing/editing a voice over that someone else couldn’t be bothered to do even though they knew they were about to go to the studio to record with a totally different version of the script to what’s in the picture lock.
It’s really great playing spot the difference after not sleeping all night. Somehow it seems like I pulled it off and did a few other things. I’m sleeping early tonight because I need razor sharp focus to get to the finish line on this
We are nearly there. And soon I’ll get to do 80% of my job from home so this means I can spend a lot more time eating and chugging shakes.
Even with all the hard work I managed to eat very well. Feeling stuffed and ready to switch off and rejuvenate. Rest is needed lol.
I’m really glad that I tried on my old swim wear. Gave me a new perspective into how my body has changed. Let’s see if I can outgrow all of it in the next few months. Those things are stretchy.
Probably unwise but it just feels like I need to catch up after not eating adequately when I was sick. As you can see, I still have lots of room but I’ll be stuffed again soon, in my natural state of being close to exploding. I won’t become immobile soon if I don’t put in the hard work.
Fantasy land. I’m imagining getting a hotel room. We wake up at 6 to eat at the breakfast buffet till 11am then relax in a heated swimming pool where you give me belly rubs to help me digest the huge breakfast. We then go to some shops and buy a ton of snacks, shakes, cakes, chocolates, and other treats and take them back to the hotel room where I eat while watching movies and you massage my feet and legs with oil. We order a lot of room service and you watch me gorge further and give me belly rubs as needed. Rinse and repeat.
I like practicing for when I’m immobile. I need to make sure I can use certain muscles so I can get things that are out of reach. It’s surprisingly exhausting to operate a grabby stick. Also, my gut requires urgent stuffing. Listen to how loud she is.
Felt healthy enough to down a couple of mass gainer shakes after my second lunch. Not going full hog yet but I did get nice and bloated and I’m going to make myself cum now. Yay. Sex drive was activated when I filmed this little clip.
About to get up and bloat with some lemon and honey tea followed by some chicken soup. This is the before pic. Hope I still look fat even if I haven’t been eating as much as I’d like to eat. I feel nice and soft when I’m empty.
Great news. I think I’m finally getting over the lung infection. I’m breathing much easier this morning. Thanks for all the supportive messages. Really grateful to have all of you in my life. I can’t wait to go full hog again. Need to do something special this week.
I’m giving away some clips in exchange for encouragement. Message me if you’d like to see more of me. Thanks in advance. Just going through a tough time and encouraging supportive words will be highly appreciated 😘
Health update. Everything I’ve been doing to get better is helping. Today I got a b complex shot administered by my new very sexy doctor. It’s the second time she’s given it to me this year and I want her to give it to me again. It’s rare to see a physician who’s an SSBBW with her dreamy body, swelling out between the arm rests of her straining chair. I’m glad it was her giving me the shot.
Feel a bit embarrassed by how out of breath I’m getting from just standing up or walking from the fridge back to my bed (3 metres). Grateful that my bedroom is next to the kitchen and the “rest room” though it’s not always very restful in there due to all the noise from my gassy ass.
