Good morning ππβ€οΈ I hope you all slept well
I perfectly since I was sleeping with the messy face from yesterday π€€ maybe disguising for some, one of the coolest thing for me βΊοΈ But now I sadly have to wash if off π₯² in this sense, nice start into the day
How was your day?
Our was really exciting⦠but I was thinking a lot about what you all want to read here more?
Sex and Intimacy during pregnancy or should I tell you how I handle with my kinks like rope lately?
Or what I would recommend to spicy up your own relationship and how to introduce your kinks to your partnerβ¦ πππ
β€οΈ Or maybe even something else?
Happy start into the weekend my loves
Somehow I didn't felt so good today, I was very very tired and my stomach was really hard... but I think that was also a bit due to the excitement... we were invited to dinner by Dennis' employer and I drove a "car" for the first time.. I drove a race simulator π€£ And was really bad, Dennis always had to tell me where the curve went because I didn't see it properly and I turned off the sound completely because I was very confused that it made noises from all sides....
But whatβs super cool, I did a hairstyle that I had for years almost every day (serval years ago) and now I like it again... I think the next set will also be with it... or what do you think of it? and also to all those who are interested in my physical changes, even if you can hardly see anything through the day, interestingly in the evening my belly is mostly a bit visible ... but that is quite normal ππ (a different between day and evening)
And you won't believe how much I'm looking forward to Tuesday, because that's when i have the next ultrasound π₯°
Beautiful good evening my dears
How are you? I am feeling better again and realise more and more what is happening (has happened).
And I am honest, somehow it is also life, that death and birth somehow always belong to a life.
And that's why I just try to let my grandfather free and enjoy the little being inside me and everything that goes with it.
I myself feel really blessed by nature, because my body is still "my" body for me and gives me all the freedom I know ππ so I also try to do everything good for myself that comes to mind and notice how self-satisfaction is also a big part of it. But also a bit of "nesting"... which was/is also one of the reasons for less full sets. Right now I don't feel very comfortable or in peace with the current set up in our home and itβs a bit messier than before
So Dennis and I are planning to rearrange the whole flat and we will start next week... we are even planning to move the bed ππ which will of course (hopefully) create many new photo environments but also space for our growing family.
Because I'll be honest, at first we thought like most people we'd have to move, but we love our flat and the light, it means so much to me to feel comfortable, can work very calm and just feel at home here, so we've decided to clean out and redecorateβ¦ because we have one more room than the bedroom and living room (you all donβt know it yet) which we now have to use a little more wisely. And so we can still take a couple of years to see if our baby is a city or nature human βΊοΈ and honestly I canβt wait for the new βlookingβ of our home but that's why I'm not quite happy with the whole set, somehow I'm getting fed up with the current situation and just can't wait to paint some walls and bring new life into the sets here but also in general into our home.
I hope you're looking forward to it too π
I have written before about how often the most beautiful and the saddest things in my life (and I think in many others too) are very close to each other. And that became very clear again today. My grandfather (the last of my grandparents) unfortunately died very unexpectedly.
I still don't quite realise it and it is so "incomprehensible" because he was still very fit.
But at least he could do the things he loved until the last moment and didn't have to suffer. But for me it is somehow super hard right now, because the idea that our baby has a great-grandfather from my side was somehow always very nice and I didn't even thought that it could be different. π
Little photo love story in the morning π₯°ππ you all know thatβs how Dennis likes to do selfies with me the most π and I think itβs also not a bad way to start the day and do some content β£οΈ
Just thank you, thank you, thank you from the bottom of my heart for all your congratulations β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ I'm just so happy how happy you are with us and that you're all not really surprised... because on Instagram they're still only talking/asking about a boob job ππ that shows clearly, you all know me a way better β€οΈ
And what seems to interest a lot of people is how I did it with smoking weed π and honestly that was my biggest fear but interestingly enough the hormones help there too. My doctor even suggested just switching to cbd/pure as revocation is not good for a baby... but what can I say, from the moment I knew I just didn't feel the need of it anymore... it sounds really weird because I was the biggest pot head ever (even under my friends) before that and couldn't imagine how I could ever stop.. I even thought I'd just eat space cake like at the time of my operations... but I really don't feel a need any more.. even I'm also looking forward to almost nothing more (accept of course mβ¬β¬t our little happy cricket in person) than finally enjoying a joint again after breastfeeding.. and the cool thing is, Dennis even promised me that it will be the first time we smoke weed together π₯°π€£
So let's see if it will happen on my 30th birthday in may π
BTW, do you think you can see that Iβm pregnant in week 19 (apart from the breasts)?