I’ve always loved mermaids. Beautiful and strange. Graceful Sirens, glimpsed just out of your grasp. In their own element, but able to surface and speak to you and touch you with their magic. Seductive and dangerous. They could save you, or drown you, but in either case they will beguile you. She transforms herself to walk for awhile on land with someone special, but alas, must always return to the sea. Reborn in the water.
Also, everyone looks sexier when they are wet! 💦
So here is my rebirth. My return to the water. Please excuse the fact that this is just a bathtub, and imagine that I am appearing in the sea beside your boat. Would you come swim with me?
Well my darlings, this is a very sad day for me. I know I told you all that I was struggling, (on Christmas Eve) and you have been so kind and supportive. But now I want to tell you why. The man you know as “Daddy”, the man who I make most of my couple content with, the man who was my boyfriend, and who I loved dearly, is no longer in my life. We have chosen to go our separate ways and I am devastated. I feel the loss of him so acutely, so deeply. But there is nothing I can do about it. He is gone.
I’m not going to whine on about it, but I felt I needed to let you all know, partially because you have been so kind to me, and also to help explain why you won’t see partnered content for a bit. You know I love making content for you, and want to bring you the best, hottest, most interesting stuff! But it’s going to be mostly solo for a little bit, at least while we are still in lockdown here where I live!
Thank you again, all of you for subscribing and renewing, and watching and tipping the content you particularly enjoy. I know it may sound funny to say, but you all have helped me get through this hard time somehow. I know there may be more difficult days ahead, but your kindness and support means the world to me! So thank you.
I’m posting this video because it was the last time I had sex with him. I didn’t know it then. It was just great and happy and connected and lovely. I didn’t know it was the last time. But I’m so grateful to have had that one last moment of joy with him. It breaks my heart to watch it, but I’m glad for the memory of it at least. It’s not even of US, just me basking in the afterglow... he was up and out of the door and maybe that was a sign I should have paid attention to. Who knows.....
Again, thank you for your patronage, your patience and your generosity. It is appreciated, every little bit of it! ❤️❤️❤️
It’s a new day. I’m still going to feel sad for awhile, but that’s life isn’t it. Ups and downs. Peaks and valleys. Some days you laugh someday you cry, but I guess we know that by now. Now I am enjoying my shower. Water (especially hot water) is my happy place! Shower sex is so great! I mean, it’s a second act for me for sure; I want to have had sex before, but a quickie in the shower as an encore is THE BEST! Do you like shower sex? ☺️ Is it your main course, or your appetizer or your dessert? Tell me in the comments!
It was Christmas today! I filmed this content a couple of days ago so you could cum with me on Christmas! I’m a little late getting it posted (it’s been a bit of a rough day, as you know) but better late than never! Enjoy watching me look under the tree for that present for you! I know there’s something special you’d like to see unwrapped.... I think it’s me! ❤️🎄
As promised! Part 2 of the video with me in front of the fireplace. I could have doused that fire EASILY with the amount I squirted at the end of this vid! It always surprises me! Thanks again and again to the fan who sent me the Njoy wand. So amazing!
Hey guys. So it’s Christmas Eve. I want to bring you so much fun, sexy Christmas cheer. I shot cute, sexy Christmas content in advance so I could still post when life is busy. And I will post it, I promise I will. But I also want to be real with you. So I’m just going to take a moment to be sad. This is the hardest Christmas I have ever faced. I am alone. And heartbroken. I felt the world crumble around me today and... I don’t even know what to say. I feel like I don’t want to come here and complain because I know we are all struggling and all lonely. But I also have always wanted my Only Fans to be a place where I was real and authentic as much as what was possible within the constraints of this medium. I know I’m maybe just a sexy girl that lives in your phone... but my life is bigger than I can share here. And a very important part of it.... fell out from under me today. No one died, but it was still a loss. So I want you to know that if you are alone to, I understand that. If you feel broken too, I can relate. If you question the point of it all, I do too. If you need someone to say “hi” on Christmas, message me and I will do my best to make some time and DM to say hi back. Thank you so much for subscribing (and resubscribing, all of you who have come back again and again for months!) your support makes my life possible. And someday it will make my dreams come true too. Merry Christmas to all of you. And thank you for listening.... 🙂 I’m gonna go upload the sequel to the vid I posted yesterday, because it’s great and I am proud of it and I want to share it with YOU!
I’m getting ready to put your present under the tree... but first I need to put on my stockings and.... oh no! My poor little garter belt!! Did not know that it was broken when I started, but it will stay in place long enough for me to bend over and.... ☺️Maybe one of you will put a new red garter belt under my tree...
Oh, I DO feel like a goddess in these pantyhose, heels and fur! But even goddesses have trouble summoning fire.... however, I had no trouble summoning pleasure..... I don’t know if you’ve ever had a chance to pleasure someone wearing nylons with a sex toy (you or your partner) but one of my favourite parts is that I can go hands free with the vibrator!
Hope you have something lovely to put in my stockings.... or rather, pantyhose! These are the Neon 40’s from Wolford! This is the FIRST TIME I wore them! I loooove putting on a fresh pair of pantyhose, brand new out of the package. But as you will see in the video I post later, they did not stay pristine for very long! ☺️
I’m still figuring out camera angles ... but I think there are some very pretty and very real moments here.
Speeeeeaking of real... You know I’m no porn star. (Not that I have anything against them, they work hard and are skilled and worth every penny they earn!) I’m just a regular woman who loves having sex and wearing pretty things and enjoys sharing all that with you! But when I shoot these there is not crew, no hair and makeup team, no one checking the monitors and setting up the shot. Just me and my camera and an empty room. All this is to say there is no one watching my back, or more specifically in this case, my butt. And even more specifically... my butthole.... because as you can see.... there is a bit of FLUFF stuck on my BUTTHOLE and I am NOT happy about it!
But what’s an exhibitionist to do? This is a nice take. I can’t reshoot it, my room mates are all home! And while the imperfection of it IRRITATES ME SO MUCH, I feel like it’s also an important reality check. Would you kick a woman out of bed for a bit of fluff on her butthole? Or her pussy? I hope not. I hope you’d gently brush it away and pretend it wasn’t even there. I hope you’d remember that porn sets are not real life, and that they are a beautiful fantasy, but that real sex happens with real, imperfect human beings. And that’s ok. Great in fact. 😄
Also, once you get her squirting, it all gets washed away anyhow! 😂🤣😂 Enjoy my Darlings, and if you are able to, remember me with a tip!
Like many of you, I am often alone on Christmas. But I have the BIGGEST fantasy about having sex by the Christmas tree. I’d get all hussied up in my Christmas lingerie underneath a saucy little outfit and we’d have a tree decorating party for just the two of us. Rum and eggnog and some delicious little cookies. And as we trim the tree I’d flirt with you and tease you with glimpses of my stocking tops and garters, and you’d run up against me as you helped me reach the top of the tree. I’d bend down to put some balls at the bottom, and purposely let my skirt hike up and up.... until you see that nothing stands between you and my sweet, tight pussy... I’m just waiting to feel your hands on my hips and something woodier than a Christmas tree pressing against my cheeks... ☺️😊Tell me in the comments what happens next! 😁
So I have this beautiful new chair and this beautiful new garter belt and my lovely Chuck the six inch dildo, and I am about to try out some new angles. Bear with me as this is the first time I have tried this and I’m figuring it out.... but I edited together all the little clips so you don’t get too frustrated going from clip to clip! Let me know how you feel about this angle, I’m so curious!
My pussy very much needed a shave! Today was my shoot day for customs and some very fun Christmas content, and my pussy needed to be camera ready! (Though really, when am I NOT taking pictures of her! 😂🤣😂) I have a new product that I use to shave, a bar of soap that has cocoa and Shea butter in it, and puts a nice oily layer on my skin so that I can shave it well.... and it leaves a nice shine on my skin! And here I am, all smooth and ready for action! ☺️
(Sidenote: I had no idea when I picked this nail colour that it would pretty much match my exterior labia! But I’m pretty pleased with it nonetheless. 😌)
Good morning my lovely fans! Up and ready to start the day! Getting clean for all my dirty thoughts... 😂 If you’re having trouble getting up and getting motivated to start your day, why don’t you brush your teeth with me? Feel free to DM me a pic of you brushing your teeth if you’re feeling yourself today! Thanks to one of you lovelies here for the great idea; you know who you are.... 😉
Usually I’m a chatty little thing, but sometimes I just want to let my body do the talking... I’m a bit of a fidgety sitter, but I don’t think you mind, watching me do my little dance in this chair.... giving you tempting, teasing little glances of what you want to see most.... Come back tomorrow to see more.... and more!
I woke up today feeling a little blue. But the light is nice right now and it makes me happy to be creative and take some pictures of one of my favourite subjects: Me! And I think today I have taken some of my favourite pictures of my slightly hairy and in need of a shave pussy! 😂 oh, AND my adorable nipples! Don’t forget those! Thank you to all my new subscribers and my stalwart longtime subscribers and those who have been her from the beginning and all those who have joined and continue to resubscribe! And everyone who has a kind, supportive, wise word for me. You all really make my day! Keep being the best fans a girl could ever have! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
I woke up the other day and the sun was streaming through the windows and it was so beautiful, so I decided to put my pantyhose on and bask in the sun... aaaaand play with my pussy a little of course... you know me.... 😁☺️😉
Did you know that the best way to clean delicate items is by wearing them into the shower and washing them while they are on your body? Well, it’s true! And it’s also a delightful sensory experience. And it’s quite pretty to look at too. So I set my camera up when I got in the shower and filmed it all for you! I got so busy washing my pantyhose that I allllllmost forgot to wash my titties! But never fear, I caught myself just in time and gave them a thorough soaping! Just for you... 😘💋💋💋🥰
It was so fun to play with my new toy that I just couldn’t stop! Also, I needed breaks.... 😅 and more water! I also decided to see if I could wear one of these in a meeting and keep a straight face; just a quick game of pretend, and imagine not sure if I could do it for real! Then I tell you all about my favourite fantasy of how I would use the little joy-bringer in real life. Wouldn’t it be fun to take a trip to the mall with me to try this out in real life? 😊
*SQUIRT ALERT! After I clit came, I needed a squirt cum, so I went and got my lovely NJoy wand and made my pussy splash! It’s dripped all down over the edge of the chair like a waterfall, and squirted all over the place, including all over the gusset of my pantyhose! If you want to see that happen, tip me here (min $8 please, because it’s an 8 min video ☺️) and I will send straight to your DMs!! You are going to LOVE IT!
Part 2 of The Librarian Tests a Sex Toy! This Lush Lovense 2 was delightful and surprising and I’m doing my very best to keep it together and tell you all about it, but please excuse my fits of laughter and uncontrollable shaking!! 😅😅😅😁
This is a very chatty little video, because I’m introducing this new The Librarian Tests out a Sex Toy series. There will be more of this to come.... And definitely there will be cumming! 😁 Come back tomorrow to see me insert this little giggle-maker in my pussy! 😉
Little tease based on the pictures I’ve been posting to Twitter today.... I have a new series where I test out a sex toy that one of you sent me! It’s an insertable toy that you can wear out in the world, so I figured a pair of pantyhose would keep it snugly in place and still let you see what was happening! That series is coming soon.... 😊
The final, splashy fun moments from the Librarian After Work: Masturbation Series. Part 3a and 3b. Steve, who is the lucky recipient of these pantyhose, specifically asked me to squirt in them. Which is a bit tricky, because of the angle needed, but that’s where the Njoy comes in handy again! I was absolutely standing I a puddle by the end of it! As you can see.... ☺️
Part 2 of the Librarian After Work: Masturbation Series!
I do like a little vibration, but for a good clitoral orgasm I almost always end with my hand... nothing strokes my pussy quite like it.... except a tongue maybe...
I’ve got these pretty little nipples here... just wish someone was playing with them... preferably with your mouth. Little licks, gentle sucks, rolling them around on your tongue feeling them get harder and harder... 🍒💦
I got home from a long day of work the other day, and kicked off my shoes, wiggled my toes, and had a cup of tea, a dirty book and put my hands down my pantyhose to help myself relaxxxxx...
Incidentally, a few of you have brought to my attention the excellent project (Erotic Literature, I think it’s called) wherein women sit at a table and read a book whilst a vibrator is applied to their clitoris, and they struggle to read... I wish I had someone here to run my vibrator, but I think you’ll also enjoy watching me do it to myself!
So you know I have a bit of a lingerie fetish... and I am addicted to pantyhose and stockings.... and fashion is my obsession and styling sexy outfits is a hobby of mine. But I think I have developed a bit of a cum fetish too! I have come to really love having Daddy cum on me and I LOVE recording it and watching it back later (and masturbating when I watch) I know that’s a bit of a weird cycle, but hey, I’m not going to judge myself for it.... I hope you enjoy watching him cum on me too....
One of the things I love about having sex is the afterglow; the cuddling and giggling in the euphoric haze of orgasm. And sometimes, after I cum with you guys I feel the same thing! This little moment of “whew! Can you believe what we just did? That was amazing! YOU are amazing!” And I make a little vid of that “feeling” as I survey the wreckage of my shoot. So here’s a few of those, from recent masturbation sessions that I have posted here.... ☺️💋💋