-can i tell you another secret? are you as into knife play as i am? something is so sexy about being out of control and the threat of a weapon is so risky, it gets my heart racing. i've always had a high pain tolerance, so it feels good hehe. maybe we can try it sometime? c; kisses 💖 -Lotus 🌺
2021-10-02 23:00:20 +0000 UTC View Postdance with me for a lil bit? 💖
2021-09-30 17:14:09 +0000 UTC View Post
do you think that there are soulmates out there? like do you think there's one person out there we're meant to connect with and who will know you better than you know yourself? or do you think we're supposed to go through life never having been truly known? stuff like that crosses my mind sometimes when i'm feeling particularly lonely and makes me wonder. as for me, i believe in soulmates and twin flames and karmic partners, but you wanna hear something silly? i truly believe my genuine soulmate was the cat i adopted after my brother died. that cat brought me through the worst depression and even some hospitalizations. i always talked to him and it always just seemed like he listened and UNDERSTOOD. i remember my neighbor for some reason was deathly afraid of cats, but took an exception for him. he loved my cat and only my cat. maybe that cat was more human than most. who knows. i taught him to sing Take On Me by Aha. it's was one of my favorite songs when i was younger cx hope you enjoyed this rambling. anyway, here's some cute pics and vids i hope you'll enjoy too! looking forward to hearing from you 💖 -Lotus 🌺
2021-09-19 00:32:41 +0000 UTC View Post-i wanna tell you a little secret: one of my kinks is doing things in public and trying not to get caught c; it turns me on so much to be so naughty in public and have to try to keep it a secret! would you ever try it with me? 🥺 let's be secretive together 💖 -Lotus 🌺
2021-09-13 04:41:23 +0000 UTC View Post
-sometimes my mind wanders... wander with me for a bit? :> 💖 Sometimes i think about how odd it is that other people can perceive you in a way you will never be able to. :o if you think about it, some people put up a front or act different from who they truly are! But with these posts, i want to get rid of those walls and help you know things about me that I've never really talked about with anyone else. I want you to feel close to me ^-^ Sometimes people get a first impression of you, or an idea of who you are in their head that may be only a fraction of who you are, or not at all. I hope the person i am in your head is someone you can become proud of and happy knowing 💖 you truly make the hard days easier and i always want to keep pushing for you 💖 btw, do you like my new hair?? i dyed it myself c: Thanks for existing 💖 -Lotus 🌺
2021-09-06 00:21:34 +0000 UTC View Post
a chemical plant near where i live exploded and for some reason it got me thinking about one of my favorite super heros: Hulk! I always wondered how it would be to have sex with Hulk. I would fantasize about him being soft and tender and gentle because he wouldn't want to risk changing in the middle of it all, but then when he couldn't take it anymore, he would explode :o Would he change and destroy me in more ways than one?? Something in me gets so excited thinking about it. Something about my little body being used and overpowered by something so large gets me really excited.... Maybe put yourself in his place?? c; Love you lots! 💖 -Lotus 🌺
2021-08-02 02:59:21 +0000 UTC View Post
Reposting bc i wanted to share something funny! I got posted to a cringe thread on reddit cx it doesn't hurt my feelings, honestly i love it! Being cringe makes me laugh and if i can get a silly reaction from people, then it's all worth it! :> plus i may or may not have a bit of a degradation kink 😳 Let your cringe flags fly~ -Lotus 🌺
2021-07-17 22:00:12 +0000 UTC View PostSpanking myself bc I've been bad... c': 💖 can you teach me a lesson?
2021-07-05 19:34:22 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm goin on a trip to Cali, about to board the plane!! I've never been and always wanted to go, so I'm really excited! I'm only going for a week, but I've never been away from home for this long so I'm also nervous heh. I'm gonna miss my cats a lot, but i know I'll have a fun time. Wish me luck 💖 it would be so nice to see all of your sweet messages once we land. ^-^ Hope you all are having a fantastic weekend! Kisses 💖 -Lotus 🌺
2021-07-03 23:32:40 +0000 UTC View Post
It has been so hot here recently, but i love the hot weather. I walk to and from work and end up getting so sweaty, you'd be able to see through my shirt if i was wearing a white one :o do you like hot weather or cold weather?? I like when it's hot bc then i can wear cute skirts without my booty getting chilly >o< I get so cold the only way to warm me up is by showering or cuddling up in a blanket burrito... or with body heat c; Want to be cuddle buddies? 💖 -Lotus 🌺
2021-06-21 01:53:12 +0000 UTC View Post
-i wanna share more about me with you guys and let you in on my life and what goes on sometimes... but i also want to get naughtier 🥺👉🏼👈🏼 i wanna share dirty things and get you excited in more ways than one :o do you think you'd like that? I'm also thinking about how to go about ppv messages. I want to make more of them, so I'm going to try my hardest to take cute selfie/lewd/nude packs for you guys!! 💖 i really want to move forward in this to make you happy, so look out for even more lewdness c; i hope you stick around and enjoy the changes! Love you 💖 -Lotus 🌺
2021-06-14 20:16:31 +0000 UTC View Post