I think I am going to make Mickey Mouse pancakes. They are s..
I think I am going to make Mickey Mouse pancakes. They are so good.
2024-12-17 23:35:47 +0000 UTC View Post
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Watching Miss Scarlett while I work. So deep into this show...
Watching Miss Scarlett while I work. So deep into this show. I don’t know why but I have to have a show running in the background as I work. I was over so Downton Abbey and Poldark. lol.
2024-12-17 23:34:02 +0000 UTC View PostMade spaghetti and having some ice-cream before a nap. Then ..
Made spaghetti and having some ice-cream before a nap. Then shooting videos for fans. Sorry yesterday was really exciting and busy.
2024-12-17 19:14:40 +0000 UTC View PostNew shoes are such a treat. For real. They are perfect. Simp..
New shoes are such a treat. For real. They are perfect. Simple pleasures like $40 shoes from Marshalls are the best.
2024-12-17 19:06:36 +0000 UTC View PostI’ve been so poor this year that these $40 shoes from Marsha..
I’ve been so poor this year that these $40 shoes from Marshall’s feel like such a treasured gift to myself. I sincerely waited all year to buy myself new sneakers. They match my Michael Kors puffer perfectly and have great support for walking in NYC.
2024-12-17 18:56:43 +0000 UTC View PostI have to make a list and get back to work. I have fucked of..
I have to make a list and get back to work. I have fucked off way too much today. Haha.
2024-12-17 18:52:15 +0000 UTC View PostI’m just going to create art and find myself for one year. l..
I’m just going to create art and find myself for one year. lol. It’s decided.
2024-12-17 18:49:00 +0000 UTC View PostI have so much to do. I haven’t eaten. I had a bad dream and..
I have so much to do. I haven’t eaten. I had a bad dream and it fucked my whole day up. lol. Crying your sleep is so weird. I am a lost cause. Hahaha.
2024-12-17 18:44:46 +0000 UTC View PostToday I remembered why we don’t talk to Uber drivers anymore..
Today I remembered why we don’t talk to Uber drivers anymore. Lmfao.
2024-12-17 18:25:35 +0000 UTC View PostHonestly I’m probably going to start hanging with the guy I ..
Honestly I’m probably going to start hanging with the guy I met at the dispensary. It’s been a while since I had a stoner homie who I can just hang with without them trying to fuck or buy me. I miss having normal guy friends that see me as person, Lmfao. All mine have died or disappeared.
2024-12-17 17:00:59 +0000 UTC View PostI need to work to make myself feel special and proud and no ..
I need to work to make myself feel special and proud and no one else. Because when I believe in myself there is no mountain I can’t conquer or move with my love.
2024-12-17 16:56:12 +0000 UTC View PostI think my New Year’s resolution is going to be to love myse..
I think my New Year’s resolution is going to be to love myself as much as I have tried to love the men in my life. Sincerely if I just loved myself with as much care and devotion as I have the men in my life there isn’t anything I couldn’t accomplish for myself.
2024-12-17 16:53:54 +0000 UTC View PostSpoiled myself with NEW sneakers from Marshall’s. Tip to cov..
Spoiled myself with NEW sneakers from Marshall’s. Tip to cover them or to buy my old ones. XO
2024-12-17 16:49:47 +0000 UTC View PostBuilding three different websites this week.
Building three different websites this week.
2024-12-17 14:59:05 +0000 UTC View PostIn a boss move I’ve decided to outsource some of my coding a..
In a boss move I’ve decided to outsource some of my coding and design work so I don’t get so stressed to the point of having nightmares. I don’t have to push myself so hard. I can just do the parts I enjoy.
2024-12-17 14:33:15 +0000 UTC View PostRight now my greatest weakness is loving someone who doesn’t..
Right now my greatest weakness is loving someone who doesn’t have feelings for me. I need to take that energy and reinvest it back into myself to create generational wealth.
2024-12-17 14:10:33 +0000 UTC View PostI have to make a solid break and just focus on my work like ..
I have to make a solid break and just focus on my work like a man would do. Like how I would have done three years ago before I was vulnerable and opened my heart.
2024-12-17 14:07:08 +0000 UTC View PostI’ve kept my one dating profile up purely for ego. When I st..
I’ve kept my one dating profile up purely for ego. When I start feeling low I just log in and look at all the messages. It’s enough to keep me focused I don’t have to “actually” date anyone. Knowing I could date at anytime is good enough for me.
2024-12-17 14:00:02 +0000 UTC View PostBeing the Martha Stewart of Sexual Wellness is okay by me. I..
Being the Martha Stewart of Sexual Wellness is okay by me. I’m completely okay with just living for my businesses and creative projects.
2024-12-17 13:50:18 +0000 UTC View PostI have men that text me all the time and I don’t respond to ..
I have men that text me all the time and I don’t respond to them because I was in love with someone who doesn’t respond to me. So rationally from my own experience they are doing to me what I do to other men when I’m not interested in them. So it’s time to move on and break the connection.
2024-12-17 13:49:38 +0000 UTC View PostWhen I’m getting over someone I want I tell myself that they..
When I’m getting over someone I want I tell myself that they are in love with someone else and happier without me in their life. That’s how I break a connection. I convince myself that they don’t care about me at all just like everyone else in my life. It works.
2024-12-17 13:32:27 +0000 UTC View PostAfter a lot of work and a lot of money I’m going to be able ..
After a lot of work and a lot of money I’m going to be able to see my children this weekend.
2024-12-17 12:39:13 +0000 UTC View PostPushing too hard and need to rest.
Pushing too hard and need to rest.
2024-12-17 09:11:48 +0000 UTC View PostThis is why I can’t date. I would be so embarrassed if someo..
This is why I can’t date. I would be so embarrassed if someone heard me crying in my sleep to the point it wakes me from a dream. I can’t control it. It’s a deeply rooted stress induced trauma response. I still have a lot of work to do on myself.
2024-12-17 09:09:32 +0000 UTC View PostThat’s why I have to take my sleep medicine even when things..
That’s why I have to take my sleep medicine even when things are good. My subconscious is still trying to escape and be free. It’s still going to take a long time to heal the parts of me people can’t see.
2024-12-17 08:59:20 +0000 UTC View PostI fell asleep working and woke up crying because I had a dre..
I fell asleep working and woke up crying because I had a dream of someone passing on. I hope they have found peace if it was me I felt I hope I do.
2024-12-17 08:53:53 +0000 UTC View PostI lost people while I was escaping and recovering. Now I’m g..
I lost people while I was escaping and recovering. Now I’m going to lose them while working.
2024-12-17 05:28:31 +0000 UTC View PostI used to stay up and work through the night on projects all..
I used to stay up and work through the night on projects all the time. It’s literally been years.
2024-12-17 05:27:09 +0000 UTC View PostI’m seriously the happiest I have ever been in my life. I’m ..
I’m seriously the happiest I have ever been in my life. I’m too excited to sleep. I have to work through the night.
2024-12-17 05:14:36 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s been a long time since I’ve been excited to work throug..
It’s been a long time since I’ve been excited to work through the night. ⚛️
2024-12-17 04:50:37 +0000 UTC View Post