I hadn't fully realized how big I've gotten since the summer until now. This bikini was my go-to all summer long; it hugged my curves in the best ways without squeezing me too much. Now look at me. The top has gotten a bit tighter, but the bottoms have gotten SO much tighter. I'm still in shock. I can't believe how big my thighs, hips, and belly have gotten. This has been a theme with all of my bottoms lately... it's kinda sad tbh, I'm outgrowing all of my favorite pants and I'm limited to really only a few right now because of how big I am. Should I hit the gym? Or do you guys like how thick my body's looking?
I'm visiting family in NY for the next (almost) week, and here are a few outfits I'm bringing. I'm definitely now the chubbiest of all my cousins, so that should be interesting as well...I don't think any of my family expected me to ever be this fat😅
I uploaded this video to curvage a bit ago, and have been struggling to upload it here for a while because I live in a sorority house and our wifi has this site blocked!! I know, it's absolutely ridiculous but i've been trying to use a free wifi to visit here and its incredibly slow (as in, I have been sitting here for the past hour waiting for this video to upload and it's not even halfway loaded slow lol). Anyways, I hope you enjoy! Here's a lil description of the video for you:
I have always had a fit, athletic body. But over the past year, I have allowed gluttonous food cravings and laziness to get the better of me, and now my body reflects it. My friends and family can all clearly see how my lifestyle has so drastically thickened my figure, and have encouraged me to exercise more. I reluctantly agreed to try exercising again, and decided to record my first workout in months for you.
Little did I expect, my new potbelly and heavier body makes working out way more difficult than ever before, and I can hardly make it through this low-intensity routine that once would have been easy. Not to mention how fat I look in my workout clothes now. I become winded with a brisk warmup, and struggle to move my chubby body through my routine. After this workout, i'm starting to second guess whether I want to hit the gym when i'm back at school... maybe I was meant to be a fat girl after all.
Finally got the room to myself to take a few pics of my cute belly... included a pic above of (part of) my room :) Also, my sincerest apologies for posting so infrequently lately. I have been in a very different headspace the past few weeks readjusting to school and work, and it's making it hard for me to keep up with making regular content for you all. I'm lowering my sub price to $4.99 a month (probably for the next few months) because of this.
Hey guys, sorry for being so inactive lately. I suck for not giving you any insight into what the hell I'm doing, and I apologize for that. I will be candid here. This semester has been absolutely kicking my ass and I have never been so stressed for so long in my life. I tend to try and do too much every semester, but I bit off way more than I could chew this semester. That on top of the fact that I spend pretty much 24/7 in my room with two roommates is just really fucking with my mental health. It has also been severely affecting my eating patterns. I still let myself eat whatever i want, i just rarely want to eat. I usually feel too stressed to eat (or I'm just not hungry because I'm now taking my adderall every single day to keep up w work), and I've been really picky about the things I feel like eating. I am really sad to say this has caused me to lose weight; with that, I've felt less confident even posting pictures for you guys. I am at home now for the week because my house at school went on lockdown and it became too much. I thought coming home would help me relax a bit for the week but the work and stress has just followed (I will say that being able to be alone in my room has been so great though). I have lost weight, and with that, I've felt less confident even posting pictures for you. I am sorry again, and will try and post more.
I bought this corset from Victoria's Secret a few months ago, and I know it's a bit tight, but I absolutely LOVE how it looks on me. It really accentuates my curvier figure and makes me feel so soft, feminine, and sexy🥰
I'm dying to go somewhere warm😭 I was trying on some swimsuits to assess my beach body and was actually rlly surprised this swimsuit fit so well! It was actually a bit large when I first bought it in the summer, but now it hugs me so well and just makes me look so cute and plump... i just, ughhh i love it. I am actually devastated I can't go out in this now
I can't believe how big I am!! Especially my belly, like I'm on the verge of having straight-up rolls when sitting🤤 It's just so doughy and soft it's impossible to keep my hands off.
This school year I haven't focused much on gaining weight, so while there's clearly no sign I've lost weight, I haven't gained any either. So within this next month or two, I wanna put on another 5-10 pounds. I've been struggling to gain, so if you have any tips (my main problem is my small appetite) please send 'em my way! I'm dying to have full-blown rolls when I sit!! Ok sorry haha that was long af but thanks for supporting me, my fatass belly and I appreciate it :)
I had the BEST night last night. Came home from the bar, ordered a 12-inch pizza for myself, slipped into my new terry cloth set, and literally devoured the pizza the second it came, and passed out very soon after. Sorry I didn't make a video, I was crossed and the only thing on my mind was getting this pizza in my belly as fast as possible
I feel like I haven't been in a fitting room in forever, but here I am, doing one of my favorite things shopping for clothes that'll fit this growing body. Over the summer I'm going to the beach with my extended family, and I'm very nervous bc literally everyone in my family is slim/fit, and I'm gonna stand out. I've been looking for new (bigger) swimsuits with high waists to hold my belly in, but I still look HUGE in them😅 Oh well. The second two pics are a new "exercise" fit I tried - exercise in quotes bc I haven't exercised in a loooonnnggg time. Anyways the cross cut of the leggings is special bc it's supposed to be slimming, and it kinda is I think. Like, yes ik I still look chubby as fuck, but still. Alright I'll stop rambling now lol just thought I'd update you all with a few pics
Just ordered this new dress and I am OBSESSED. I look so chunky and sexy in it I just wanna stuff myself and feel it strain against my body more and more🤤🥰
Hope y'all are having a good weekend! Just went shopping (yes again, i know it's bad) and am loving how my belly looks in everything I try on😜😌
Sorry I've been falling behind on messages... will try and get on those and get back to you all!
Morning! Today's the last day of my "mini" vacation with a friend, so we're getting an early start to our day. I found a moment to sneak in a few pics and short videos (my wifi's trash right now so the videos will be up when I get better wifi, sorry about that!!!) for you guys.
So I actually haven't eaten yet today because I thought I'd look skinnier in my bikini on an empty belly, but man was I wrong. I'm clearly far beyond my athletic days, but being this soft and jiggly is one of the hottest things in the world to me so I really don't mind it one bit. I'm sure you don't either which is just the cherry on top🥰
Happy Monday! :) Been very inactive recently as I've been pretty stressed learning the ropes and gaining my footing at my summer internship. This weekend I'm leaving to go to the beach with my family, and I'm very nervous - my family used to do this trip every year, and we haven't done it in a few years now. Although I'm excited to spend time with my extended family, everyone in my family is relatively thin and athletic. My family definitely puts the most pressure on weight out of everyone I know, so I already know I'm going to feel uncomfortable wearing bikinis around them all week. Here's one that I tried last night that I'm not sure will make the cut😬😬 I think the top works but the bottoms just show my belly sooo much so I may need to find a slightly more high-waisted pair to go with the top. Im sure to you all this is the sexiest thing ever, but I may very well give my grandparents a heart attack and we're not trying to do that😂😂 Will def need to do more try-ons before I go so stay tuned for those!!
hi guys💓I have a lil video for you!😊 I recently went on a week-long vacation to the beach, and saying i pigged would be quite an understatement. From eating slice after slice of pizza and buckets french fries on the board walk to exploring different ice cream flavors every night after dinner, I just so fully gave in to every single delicious craving. I don't regret it one bit. I had the best time, and the food made it a million times better. I was having such a good time that I didn't even realize I had put on weight until trying on my go-to shorts when I got home. I can't believe I grew so much in just a week, because these shorts fit perfectly when the week started and now they're too tight for me to wear out comfortably. If seeing a chubby girl flustered and embarrassed by her own weight gain, I think you'll like this ;) Also, I seem pretty upset in this video, but rest assured it has nothing to do with me disliking gaining. I get very attached to my favorite clothes, so I was just really frustrated with not being able to fit in my favorite shorts😂🥲
I have a little treat for you guys🥰💖 Watch me stuff myself full of delicious pizza, cake, and sprite🐷😋 My soft belly expands with each bite into a big bloated ball, straining tighter and tighter against my tiny jeans. I was more and more turned on as I recorded this video, so hope you enjoy watching as much as I enjoyed stuffing😉
Also halfway through filming my camera card became full and I was so ready to eat that cake that I didn't wanna take the time to transfer the videos off the card.... so the second half is shot w my phone. I wouldn't say it takes away much from the video though
Full video will be on curvage (and possibly here as a ppv) soon😘 enjoy!❤️
I feel so fat in this outfit. Although spilling out of my clothes like this turns me on in private, it's so stressful trying to find an outfit to wear out in public that im not spilling out of like this. That's probably my least favorite part of being fatter😩
anyways... enjoy the pics and short clip at the end (and apologies for the loud breathing lmao, my allergies are very bad today and I can't really breathe out of my nose, I tried turning the volume of the video down to help, but just warning ya because you'll definitely still hear it😅😂)
