I’m literally crying my eyes out
I’m not happy or sad about this news, I’m so confused and feel so fucked around.
I don’t want to lose what I have here.
It would take a long time to build it back up on fansly.
But now there’s no trust
I don’t think enough people trust any other new sites with their card info either.
My heart hurts so much I’ve been keeping my head up despite everything that happened to me this month, then I felt better, made content, boom onlyfans drops the bomb that this is all over soon.
Scramble scramble scramble to get something going for us all.
Make plans.
Stay up til 8 am every night saving files, organizing, editing, shooting.
Wake up today
Onlyfans: JUST KIDDING
I hate that I can’t even feel happy.
We didn’t want to be divided and this just split the community so much.
It’s smart to not keep all your eggs in one basket…but fuck.
We’re supposed to be able to entertain you guys and bring something good, now you’re all involved in the clusterfuck, too.
It just feels bad man.
I need hug v___v
I’ll figure it out…but not today.
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Did you know if you sub to my f@n$ly (5$)before September 1st you get a free video of me playing with my 🐱 and 🍑 for you? It’s uploaded to your welcome message so you can watch it right away ;3
~the more you know
Trying to get everyone comfy over there and settled in💗
Some more innocent dslr piccies…except for maybe at the end there 😏
I missed the quality so much, I’m glad I finally felt comfortable enough in my skin again to shoot after my last dslr fiasco that made me not want to look at myself at all O_O
Sheeeesh
If you want to continue this journey with me, pls use this code to sign up💗
https://fans.ly/r/Siegexxx
All my cherry poppers (ppl who sub before sept 1st) will be getting a video exclusive to them tonight 😈 (it’ll be uploaded to the welcome message so you’ll get it instantly)
I’ve hidden all other sub tiers for now til I can offer my best B)
You can also follow for FREEE so you’re not dual-subbed here and there against your will x3
***OH AND IF YOURE ONE OF THE SLY DOGS WHO ALREADY SUBBED
I’ll dm you the goods too even tho I disapprove of your eager ways (jk I love it >:3c 🙈💗)
Til I have a concrete plan, let's get the discord poppin?!
https://discord.gg/UbMgUwxS
Even if you aren't super social it'll be somewhere for us all to congregate and stay updated even in-between your subs, more private than reg social media and also with locked channels that I'll let my subs only access ^~^
I tried one a few years ago and it was hard to keep up with while camming, but I think it would be a great extra perk and some stability in this weird time @.@
Some concept sketches I made while I was away, I want to make a lil comic strip and then make a sticker of the first drawing (when it’s finished ofc)
It’s been a good way to get the bad outta my brain💗
Walking the puppos (my sister and her pup have been living with me for a lil while now) and then coming back up to upload videos :3
It’s been hard to make content but I snuck a vid last night 😈😈
Am I looking acceptably succulent? 😌
I tripped out and developed a phobia of taking naked photos of myself for a minute there and then went for it and was like “oh right, I am soft and delicious and need to share this with the world O_O”
Being a human is weird 🧐
Been feelin’ blue as helll before all this, but now for some reason I find this bad news extremely motivating…
If it really was the end of the world, and it had a 60 day expiration…I’d absolutely make the most of it.
Party party party 😈 make this the ultimate source of grimey god-forsaken smut until they manage to dump their puritanical bleach all over it.
Might seem counter-intuitive to try to have my best month ever for a site that’s essentially fucking us all over, but I wanna go out with a bang, baby.
I think I’ll still always keep this anyway and do nudes on the feed plus vlogging and cooking and art and music like I wanted a separate page for anyway.
I’ll be signing up for a few dif sites, see which I like best (fansly is the go-to at the moment) and then give all my subs here a free trial if I’m able or at least make it super low to sign up so we can all transition comfortably :3
If anything, most of the other sites have WAY more features that make it easier for us to interact, manage inboxes and content uploads, and create different tiers for any budget!
I respect my comrades in mourning, but I’m staying positive as heck because let’s be real, we all were annoyed af with this site anyway 🤣
Lmao at me getting my life and look together and making some bangin ass content as soon as the sky starts falling 🤣
I ain’t going anywhere til I have to so ;*
Do not worry. We will move like a body of water and be smooth sailing baybeeee
Trying to learn the theme song of Serial Experiments Lain 🥺 I binged it the other night and it is so stuck in my damn head it got me to pick up my ukulele for the first time in forever
Fingies weak and voice feeble, but yet another sign my brain is doing so much better and feeling like a person.
Only problem now is I keep waking up at 3 pm…Yikies
Showering now to do sexy things as promised 😈💗
Answering my DM’s now but wanted to drop a blurb here, I’ll remove later so I don’t funk up my photo grid.
But I’ve felt creative for the first time in many years lately 🥺 I’ve been drawing every night before bed, after maybe doing a doodle here and there every 6 months…if that :/
If you know what it’s like to feel your interests come back after years of being depressed, you know how euphoric it is :’3
To actually have the DRIVE to create solely because it makes you happy…it makes my brain feel really, really good.
The last slide is what I used to draw like 5 yrz ago.
Switching it up to cute and simple lol, for my own sake.
It used to be a way to get my misery out, now it’s a way for me to bond with people and bring something into existence that wasn’t here before!
Even if it’s already been done or it’s not very good, it’s still my own and I am proud for trying instead of immediately booing myself off stage.
I might even make a sticker soon c:
I had an artist draw one for me ages ago and never got it made because the expression was deemed controversial, I personally don’t care because I’m a grown woman just making an “O” face, I just don’t feel like dealing with naysayers who need to touch grass.
Anywho, thank you for looking and supporting uwu
I promise tomorrow I’ll be hot and tantalize you within an inch of your life T^T
That day I said I’d use my HD camera made me feel like utter shit about myself once I saw the footage so I immediately started working out, dieting, did an intense face peel, and got a tan.
It’s only been a week but I feel worlds better about myself.
Sorry for being quiet about it but I know a lot of people here would be like “you look good no matter what just do it!” but it’s a lot harder to be on this end than you’d think, especially when your brain is very mean to you, heh :’3
As always, I love you to the moon and back and I’m gonna make you cum, k ^__^ !!!
Xoxo siege
Running some errands and then posting new-new, answering DM’s, and editing clips💗
Feeling right as rain after my vax, got a fresh mani pedi, smooth lil kitty, AND I got a new set up for my dslr >:3c
It came with a little mic attachment and smaller tripod stand so that I can put it pretty much anywhere like I do with my phone so I am STOOOKED ^O^
I’m going to make just a couple tease clips with it this evening for the feed just to see how we like it :3
I hope you had a good weekend😌💗
Another set I got 😌
I want to take this one out to the forest and do a photo shoot in a waterfall and some wildflowers 😭
I just need to plan really well and get comfy with someone else taking the photos 😳
😭😭😭 and if I weren’t horny enough already tonight, I just saw my rank update 😩💓😭💗💗💗💗
I’m fiiinally almost back in the top .3% where I like to be,
3 and 5 are my favorite numbers so it’s part monetary goal, part neurosis lol.
Either way, you are all the fucking light of my goddamn life for takin me here💗
Thank youuuuu ^O^!!!!!^_________^
I’ve never been in actual chastity before, but this gets me thinking…
I wonder just how good I’d have to be to get you to unlock every last piece…
How much I’d have to squirm and beg for the tease to turn into pleasure.
How breathless I’d be before you even enter me.
I can only imagine I’d be racking up spanks with all my whining and inability to keep my hands to myself
You’d pin me and the brat inside would finally submit…eager to please your every whim.
Deffffinitely going to cum to the thought of that tonight, sleep tight
💋
