the ultimate valentine's day eyedream experience β¨ some steamy videos of me in a tiiiny lil black set + some still shots from my day today and the special VIP delivery π€π₯π
this one is especially for those brave souls who have had their heart completely shattered and still choose to live from a space of love, each + everyday. π
being human hurts sometimes, but there's a sort of freedom that comes with heartbreak. it's like the one thing you didn't want to happen, happens. and it huuuurts omg, there's so many layers. numbness, nothing, empty. anger. confusion. grief... but then after a lil bit you realise, oh. wow. i'm stilll alive. breathing and moving forward. choosing to love with all your heart is the greatest gift you can give to this earth. it is a practice, of loving yourself first, and soooo deeply, that you know nothing will ever, truly break you.* β‘οΈ
5m of me in my bedddd π₯° sharing some of my favorite positions with youuuu. happy valentine's day, love. i am grateful you are here.
viiibeee checcck.* β‘οΈ how is your heart today love? i am feeling sooooooo full of gratitudeeee ππββοΈπΈπ¬surfing through the waves of emotions ~ feelings ~ experiencing the range of my humanity, strengthening my faith throughout it all.
thank youu so muchhhh for being here + thanks for being y o u ! β₯οΈππ no one else can take your place xx
https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPeozH_WjI7J01FlGyYYigRYo_nayguB_&feature=share
eye had such a creative, flowy day today... painting and photographing the branding for my next launch of soul:alignment! π¨π tip in any amount + i'll send you some pics and maybe videos too, if you're lucky π meow.* β‘
snow anggggel? π
or snow deeemon? π
i'm not even gonna liee, i was shaaaaking before i even stepped out of my car to climb this fun:sized parking lot snow mountain... but not from the cold weather.
i was honestly more afraid of what the other tesla people charging their cars would think of me.
"inappropriate. attenttion:whore. immature. absolutely crazy, they're probably on drugs. i'm calling the cops, i don't want my kids to see this."
hypothetical, of course, but still making my heart:race.
then i considered, how would iiiiii feel if i saw someone playing in a swimsuit on this giant, freshly plowed pile of snow?
activation. inspiration. thought:provoking and absolutely stunning. exhilaration. shaking up the normal, everyday expectations of how life is experienced.
okay, well then... big breath babe, let's fucking goooo π it was cold, yeaaahh π but i knew would be. inspired by wim hof, i started taking deeep, circular breaths and oh my god, honestly, i would do it again a thousand more times if i could.* β‘
we can't live our lives in fear of what others would think. we have to learn to trust, deeeeeply, the divine inspiration that flows through us, because when we do, we connect back to the source of life itself.
for each person that is offended by your presence, there are ten more who are inspired by your strange actions. even if it's not apparent in the moment, we have to believe in ourselves, first and foremost, and let go of the fear of what other's will think. it really doesn't have anything to do with us anyways.
moments like these make me feel truly a l i v e and grateful to experience being a human.
are you gonna come play with me next snow day? βοΈπΆπ¬β¨βοΈπΆπ¬β¨βοΈπΆπ¬β¨
πΆ human by jon summit featuring echos πΆ π¬ on repeat all day π¬https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=N2AZKGkB8t8&feature=share
happy hump day, friends π just sent a sweet treat to my vips ππβ¨ check your dms β¨ let's keep the good energy flowwwinggg π i dare you to smile at a stranger today βΊοΈ https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPeozH_WjI7J01FlGyYYigRYo_nayguB_&feature=share
i'm getting super excited for valentine's day this year! π₯° every year past, i was always worried about if it would be good enough, or if it was even a holiday worth celebrating. now, i am soooo excited to celebrate this day of love and romance, loving on myself in alll the delicious ways that i desire. self:love trulyyyy is the best love and the foundation to sustainable happiness.
i love that i love myself πΉ
it's been a looooonng journey to come this far. each day is a practice of inquiry and acceptance. unlearning the conditioning of the world around me and rediscovering the world within me.* β‘
if you want to make this day extraaa sweeet, spoil meee π₯° my wishlist is in my bio and you will receive some exxxtra special treats in return! π
getting in the mood with this whole album on loop 4ever https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_lV8yxgvOp2eiOHKeJHtqFMry62vXdaj1c&feature=share
omgggg... i have been having a day π good news tho ~ we get to try again tomorrow! honestly, the more life knocks us down... the stronger we become. it's in the challenges where we get to master our mindset and prove how much we can withstand.
appreciating the small things today, like my sweet new sleep set, sunlight on my skin and vegan meatless meat lover's pizza π
what's your go ~ to mantra you remind yourself during difficult days?
i first began tying myself up for fun... i just thought it looked super sexy. the more i played with the ropes (a bday gift from a super fan π) and the tighter i began making the harnesses on my body, the more i began to feel my desires grow...
desire for freedom within the restriction. desire to breathe more deeply, and with greater intention. desire to place my presence on the boundaries of my skin and connect to the pure essence of source energy flowing within.*
playlist is called it's friday + ifeelweird.* πΆ https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPeozH_WjI7JldjkDZVTnqBhyp7LjGF7D&feature=share
β¨ vip special delivery β¨ to celebrate over 111 of you beautiful souls here in the commUnity! π check your dms for a sweet and sultry breast massage video.* β‘ tip $111 at anytime if you'd like to join vip team eyedream and receive unlimited chat, access to the vault + more surprises β¨ some emo soul songs for a moody grey day πΆ https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPeozH_WjI7KHf-dwIyXw0tCa9nOTU_ey&feature=share
βΊοΈ V I B E check βΊοΈ what energy are you bringing to life around you? eye hope its BDE πβ¨
instant feel good vibesz playlist πΆ https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPeozH_WjI7JC8Zt8uPcsgkO-HOGGoukc&feature=share
it's a FULLLL Mβ‘ON FRIENDS ~ you know what that means? extra coffee, extra wiildness, and extraaaa feelings. feeeeel them, really. feel them.
if it ever feels like overwhelming, toooo many emotions, or honestly, even if you feel completely numb, just say fuck it. go outside naked, dance it out and run under the moonlight.
it's cold? yeah, i know... but everything you're looking for exists right outside your comfort zone.* β‘
tulum dance viiibesz to keep us warm πΆ https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_nuAPhGqFisavIF-e5XpBqDkPBXHn4m_sg&feature=share
throwback thursday.* circa 2018 ~ my first professional nude photoshoot, part no.1.
i felt like i was jumping into a pool of ice. becoming an art model was something that i had recently discovered through social media. i saw such beauty in the natural curves of women's bodies and my mind was forever opened, new neuropathways of possibility emerged within me as i witnessed others aligning with their truth. something so taboo ~ nudity ~ and yet... sooooo inherently natural. i saw versions of myself reflected in these models, forgotten parts of myself that screamed to be set free... searching for freedom.*
searching for freedom.* and finding inspiration in the uncomfortable spaces i placed myself in. shedding layers of beliefs that society had projected onto me as i shed layers of my clothing, until i lay bare on the couch. open. vulnerable. honest. raw. just me in my skin. nothing to hide. only more to discover.
let's continuously step out of our comfort zones with a intention and purpose. together, we let go of our mind and tune into the impulses of our heart to rediscover the infinite strength of our unconquerable soul... the part of us that eternally exists whole.*
viiibe check π stop what you're doing + ask yourself... "how am i feeling right now?" listen for a response from your intuition without judgement or the need to change anything. breathe in simple observation and awareness.*
here's a nice slow + reverb playlist i'll be vibing to today: https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPeozH_WjI7IEeNJ4qhIIeap24D7gRhYA&feature=share
β¨ top tier patrons received this gift in the afternoon, so head over there for the link to view if you're subscribed π y'all in for a treaaaat π 42 divine minutes of me working on my painting, d r e a m s z .* i'm so happpy to share lil pieces of my (he)art with you ~ eye have been really working on this painting since 2018, and just as i've evolved sooo much since then, so have my dreams!
for me, growth and transformation are some of my north stars in life. if we're not constantly choosing to g r o w, we're stagnant, or worse... shrinking.
let's continue inspiring each other to grow, beautiful humans.* β‘ message me later + lmk what your favorite part of this video is π
alsooo added to monday awakenings playlist, sooo u should def go listen to it ~ https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPeozH_WjI7Ibd7d1xhEBCwGuGjS1LdLn&feature=share
wanna see me dance..? ππβ¨ i have a praise kink soooo, haha you know what to dooo π i hope this inspires you to get up + dance with me, just for funuuunnn.*
being in the vibration of playful joy is one of the most attractive frequencies in the universe... ps: there's a surprise in the video at the end π
hey guysss! i'm so excited to share with you my newest (and first ever!) painting collection! in no other way have paintings magnetized themselves to eachother like these.
it's like USSS, this beautiful soul commUnity, being pulled together as we shine bright in our individuality.*
listening to the weeknd's new album + dancing alllll day! https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_nF6-ijLz9eO-DMZzhzneNclNBj74Jvjgo&feature=share
thought you would enjoy some throwback thursday viibesz β¨ art modeling at the william vale in BK, feb 2020.* this is such a deep form of meditation + fully embodying the artist, the muse archetype.
i absolutely loooooveeee living in my muse space. it connects me deeply to my body, intuition and the divine source flowing through each of us, channeled through the sweet surrendered spark of my individuality.
goooood morninggg π VIIIBE CHECK! what energy are you carrying with you right now? is it some way you want to be remembered by?
tomorrow is never promised, so let's make the most of today + be our very best! showing up in humble gratitude and adoration of the present moment, alllll that and a bagoo chips π
dancing has become deeply healing for my sexuality + to help me discover my body. through movement, i am learning to access and integration emotions. when these emotions are integrated, i can think more clearly, it's kinda like everything falls into place... there's a sexy lil striptease cumming to your inbox π check your DMs for the full 4:44 video π¦
i'm also obsessssed with this playlist i made... monday awakenings πβ¨ https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPeozH_WjI7Ibd7d1xhEBCwGuGjS1LdLn&feature=share
realising ~ real:eyes ~ so much these days. i feel like my thoughts are all coming together instead of bringing me to all different places of confusion. i'm thinking a bit about gender this morning and have an epiiicccc playlist coming atchu later today. enjoy the present moment!*
hiiii friends, happy sunday π i've been having sooo much fun playing in my bathtub for the last hour + thought it would turn me onnnn so much to record myself... still feeling into if it feelz right to post it!
the theme of this time is to s l o w down. to savor each and every breath and feel into the energetics of a situation before charging forward into it. i think a lot of times, we move quickly in life of two reasons ~ excitement and fear.
moving with excitement, without control and conscious presence is reckless and doesn't give us the opportunity to deeply feel the intricacies and subtleties of our full human body experience using the entire range of our senses.
moving with a subtle fear that what's in our present moment won't last, or if it leaves, it won't come back is caused by childhood wounds of scarcity, either of physical or emotional resources. in order to heal this, we must have faith and trust that there is alllwaaayssss more beyond what we can see, what we can feel and taste. this is an i n f i n i t e universe, birthed from the seeds of our mind. more on this another day fs.
mmmmm okay so, i had suchhhh a deliciousssss apple this morning.... i really felt each bite in my mouth, tasting the fruit with my tounge. sucking out allllll the juices before continuing to chew, mmm... swallow and feeeeel it gorgeously travel down my throat. full body flavor, savoring the taste and taking a deeeep breath before my next bite. mmmhh!! i adore apples soooo much, there really is nothing better than a simple, sweet apple.
anyways, i'm slowly feeling into posting my bathtub video. it's fully nude, wet and i know you'll enjoy this yummy moment, but i want to move slowly when posting content to make sure it's in alignment with my heart. i'm very happy to have a fresh start on onlyfans so i can make this a sustainable and pleasurable experience for all of us.* ΰΈ ^β’ο»β’^ΰΈ
thank you for being here + thank you for being you! much love and many blessings for a beautiful sunday ahead.* β‘
i've always felt pretttttty unsafe expressing my sexuality, even though... mostly all of us are sexual. it's not something that most of us are taught to explore in a healthy way, in alignment + integrity with our boundaries + values. if i was too sexual ~ to men, i would put myself in danger and to women, i was seen as a threat.
we unconsciously learn to fear sexuality because it prods at our deepest, most intimate insecurities and dark desires, which are easier to cast into the shadows and project onto others than to claim + heal within ourselves.
to bear oneself, stripped naked from clothing ~ protection + to be witnessed as a human, a sexual being... abundant in beauty aaaand flaws. full of insecurities, doubt and fear, but not letting a n y t h i n g hold us back from living our most expressed + complete soul expression.
this space is my sanctuary + you're invited to enter. to witness and uncover aspects of yourself that maybe, you never even knew existed. i encourage you to get cozy, settle in, and take a deep breath, this journey will last a lifetime. as we continue connecting in truth with one another, we continue learning, expressing, and evolving. thank you so much for being here, being part of this process + thank you for being you.*
hii guys, i'm baaaack β¨ did you miss me? ππ i'm soooo excited to be here & creating content for me to express my soul, for you to enjoy + for us to be together.*
stay tuned for more in 2022 π