Some superduper quickies before I left to shop some home materials :P
I've managed to completely wreck my phone to pieces during a breakdown, so I hope I can manage to get a new one in a near future. so I'm not too sure how thing's will go with shooting without it, but eh.. working on it /super smart ass ๐ง ๐ฅ
As promised, here's some latex!
I've gone mad over neon signs and such, I have this mega project to turn the apartment into a trip cave / dollhouse hehe ๐ฝ
Also: Thank you so much for all the love on my previous post!!! ๐๐๐
Fixed my hair a bit again with some synthetics! ^^
So here's some early morning selfies!
Also, thanks again for sticking with me, I promise you latex in the next post (just need to edit ;P ) <3 <3 <3
Got around to start shooting a bit again!
Here's one of a bunch of new bikinis I recently got ๐
More will come, I have stuffs in the pipeline ๐ฆโจ
Hey weirdos!
I went super AWOL from all kinds of socials and "reality" for a while, I fell hard into the darkness of limbo and just tried to survive pretty much, not really sexy.. -___-
A week ago I got home from a somewhat life changing experience, The Borderland, and both needed to think, rest and just figure some shit out.
The Borderland is a gigantic burn here in Sweden (like Burning Man) that I attended for 8 days, the confusion, inclusion, madness and utter beauty I experienced left me in awe beyond imagination. I felt like home, I found the rest of my species in the form of a mass group of individuals that wants to change the world.
When I got home I was heartbroken, my family was once again lost and I was alone in the pond.
After some reflections and isolation I got out feeling a little bit stronger, still pretty fucking lost in general but I believe I have a direction! :)
I found some fog in a park nearby and I shot these pics, first selfies in weeks but the fog did persuade me ๐ Now let's wish my idiot brain sparks some creativity and sexy in me, it's vital after all :P
Ok, long wall of text, but I'm okay and alive and will start to force this body of mine to act like it :P
Thanks for staying with me, I really appreciate it! ๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค XOXO D
Hiii! ๐
So last week turned into somewhat of a rollercoaster, and a definite change of how my life will be.
I ended a psychiatric evaluation where I got the diagnosis Bipolar Disorder, I am positive in terms of actually getting somewhere in life and getting the help needed, but it's also one of those chronic diseases I'll have to deal with for the rest of my life.
So um.. taking sexy pics wasn't really top priority in all of this ๐ฌ
I'm pretty tumbled and confused righr now, but we'll get there ๐
Good morning fam! ๐
The sun is a bit of a lie though, it's been pouring like crazy over here, and the forecast stays gloomy outside :/
I might do a rain-shoot, if I figure out some logistics to avoid ruining all my gear... ๐
I got a tentacle dildo!!!!! Omfgggg! (Yes, it glows in blacklight ๐ฅต)
Trying to go outside of my comfort zone, I wana do more sexy stuffs, but I'm not super used to it ๐๐
Sooo there's not alot of noise from me here, even if I'm a moaner haha! (maybe because I wasn't home alone, will work on it!)
But ummm, here ya go! ๐ฌ
Had one of those marathon shoots with multiple look changes with a photographer friend ^^
After that I had a huge midsummer party to prepare for, and things got out of hand in terms of stress ๐
I am 100% one of those people who LOVES having a million things to do, buuut I'm also not in a state to actually handle that well ๐
Note to self: chill the fuck down hahaha
Found these I never uploaded.. ๐ Rip shirt.. (both waaay to big for me now and zipper broke, meh)
Tooth is okay tho! A bit swollen in my cheek, but all going good ^__^
Got some new gifts on the mail, I always get so emotional when I receive them since it's such a fine act! ๐ฅน I truly have the best supporters out there! ๐๐๐
It did however take me a while to get done with the edits for this, It's so hot I'm melting over here ๐
Soo.. it's a bit of a derpy video, surpriiise! ๐คช
Got around to editing some more from the pool-thingy, before the lube entered the game ๐ซข
Trying to show that fuckable (and if you we're fucking me) side ๐ฅต
Pink ninja ๐ฉทโจ
This weekend a tooth started aching quite bad, so I visited the dentist yesterday to see what's up.
Apparently it was one of my wisdom teeth doing the wrong doings and I got a new appointment to remove it today -__-
Just praying I won't get all bruised and stuff, and you know... totally ruinated ๐ฉ๐ธ
Finally got around to doing the Barbie thing!
It was very spontaneous with a friend, and I was dripping with sweat just 20 minutes in ๐ฌ
Note to self: Bring a fan on the next shoot ๐ฅน
Here's some behind the scenes selfie thingies ^_^
Things did get hella messy here! (especially the second "asmr" part).
I got a weird boner out of this for sure, but heellll did I like it! :D
Hope you enjoy! ๐๐๐๐ซ ๐ซ ๐ซ ๐ซ ๐
Trying out my f1sting pool with some latex and K lube slimey stuff! This is beyoooond derp, but it's just truly me hahah ๐๐ซข
More will come, once I have the energy to edit the "real" stuff โ๏ธ
Outfit for a quick stroll by the shop for orange juice and kitty litter ๐พ
This in combination with my pink-holo mini-backpack does turn a few heads when I casually bounce by, hehe ๐
If I'd ever become a rockstar I imagine my promo-pics would look something like this. (yes I did totally listen vengaboys when I shot this, but shhhh)
I had to undo the braids for a bit to touch up my roots ๐
Should I put them back? Opinions plz! :P
Snapped these at 04 this morning, it's starting to become really bright quite early over here in Sweden :o (I think we get like 3-4hrs of "night" now ๐ )
Played a bit with a toy I haven't shown before (led whip), I'm total crap at it yet, but thought I'd show it anyway to gain some confidence ๐๐
Today I'm off to a underground synth club, parteeyh! โ๏ธHmm.. what to wear..
Got a RGB buttplug gifted!!! This is the most hilarious thing ever ๐ Omg am I gonna have fun with this ๐
Did a lil blacklight shooting in my bedroom (or trip cave if you wanna call it that) as it's finally falling to place interior wise ^^
Me and neons are a forever love, deal with it ๐
I've really entered a fishnet-something and butt trend for some reason ๐คจ I know I need some shine soon, thats for sure, I'm sorta getting blue balls! ๐ฅด
So I found out it's the "butt day" here in Sweden today, and sheesh did I get stressed out to make something last minute for that ๐
Didn't have time to look over vids, and it's just a super duper quick shoot haha! Gonna see if there's anything else to show tomorrow ๐
part 2
Here I played a bit with a new toy I got gifted ๐ค๐ค๐ค
It's my first try with it, so it's a liiiitle bit derp ๐
Let's just say I'm not really used to shooting a dick cumming on my face alright, but meh, fun! Hope you like it ๐