i hate to ask but i need 35 more dollars for my hotel for next week, i have 417 already and i have enough canned food but idk how im gonna do the extra 35
2024-07-30 17:48:00 +0000 UTC
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so i was suggested to put a list of how much everything costs for me now:
weekly rent: 300-400 depending on the week
weekly food: 10-20, or ill go to a food bank around here and see what they have ๐
monthly medicine: (with goodRx) 7-20, (without goodRx) 70-400
monthly phone bill: 49
and that's all i can think about honestly. i don't have a car or have any car insurance so no payment for those. i don't have health insurance either, hopefully i can get on some from the state, or maybe my job might provide some. but yeah, other than that i can't really think of much. but those are my bills now, thankfully they aren't too expensive.
2024-07-30 00:50:06 +0000 UTC
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my content will no longer be what it used to be. if you've been following me for a while, you knew this was coming. this isn't some, "psych i gotcha!" thing, i don't want to make this content and i think everyone knows by now. i never wanted to make this content and i appreciate every single one of you for understanding that and the fact that i will never be making it again.
ill go live at some point to discuss my health, right now im doing better since i left the moldy hotel room, i got a new refill from the hospital yesterday so now my meds aren't ruined/no risk of mold on the medicine. im not sure if mold could get to my medicine but the heat destroyed my keppra pills for sure so i needed new ones anyways ๐
small tip for Keppra medicine, if it feels grainy or starts instantly dissolving when you put it in your mouth, your meds have been ruined, usually temperature change is the culprit ๐ just make sure your medicine has the regular slippery coat to be able to swallow.
other than that, my content will be more focused on different things. im not sure entirely what to do yet, but i have a dishwashing job lined up for me now :) so i will definitely be more busy, but in a better way c:
2024-07-29 23:05:22 +0000 UTC
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im getting help. medical and intense therapy for my trauma.
2024-07-29 01:31:05 +0000 UTC
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IM STATING PUBLICLY I WOULD NEVER GO BACK TO OKLAHOMA PER MY OWN FREE WILL. I HAVE NO PLAN TO MOVE TO OKLAHOMA ANY TIME SOON NOR WORK THERE.
ANGEL, LEAVE ME ALONE LIKE I ASKED YOU TO, MULTIPLE TIMES, MONTHS AGO WHEN I RAN AWAY FROM YOU IN MARCH.
MAKING NEW ACCOUNTS, SENDING ME MONEY AND TELLING ME YOU WANNA COME GET ME?
YOU THINK I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU WERE PLANNING TO DO TO ME?!
STAY AWAY FROM ME.
YOURE NOT TAKING ME TO OKLAHOMA SO YOU CAN TRAP ME IN ANOTHER HOTEL ROOM.
2024-07-28 14:37:20 +0000 UTC
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so my hotel did in fact get r0bb3d and sh0t up yesterday as some of you know already. i just walked in the hotel an hour before it started;
someone shouted; "EVERYBODY GET ON THE GROUND." suddenly there's pew pew going off, about f0ur r0unds, scr3aming, runn1ng, people runn1ng past my room and scr3aming. another 0ne, then complete silence.
i quietly hid under my bed when i heard the gunsh0ts and scr3ams because i was figured they were gonna break into the rooms next and hurt people if they got the staff. so i called 9.1.1 when my AC turned on so my voice would be muffled and dispatch informed me that there were deputies on scene already.
id be full of it if i said that didn't scare me at all, but not for what people might think, i know with my generation we're supposed to be unphased and not care about anything at all. but i was actually scared and angry. and my thought was, "wow, this is really how it ends. ive been t0rtured for 24 years. free for two years at most, is this all im really allowed to have?"
yes free, some of you know this because you've been here long enough, i was traff1cked my entire life, and i only just broke free from my handlers two years ago. at most; it has been two years of being free. and if any of you are wondering, yes, i was put on this website by one of them. a lot of you are aware of this fact and i always appreciate you for treating me like a human being instead of an object, because i didn't ask to be born and given to evil creatures.
but idk, im really questioning a lot right now that i never did before and i wasn't scared to d1e necessarily. i was scared because i really am alone. no one would even know what happened to me. i didn't have anyone to call to tell them i love them just in case.
im probably more alone than people actually understand. i don't even know how to explain it.
2024-07-27 05:06:17 +0000 UTC
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this is the mold btw if anyone was wondering ๐
i only noticed the bedside table the other night because my phone flashlight accidentally shined on it.
this explains why i have been puking profusely every single day, and can barely function.
btw this isn't because house keeping isn't cleaning enough btw, this is definitely a moisture issue that's probably deep in the carpets or maybe the wood itself.
2024-07-23 20:53:05 +0000 UTC
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this is my new outfit ๐๐ค๐ i still wanna add more ribbons, lace, and other details but for no this is what it looks like โบ๏ธโฅ๏ธ i have also officially quit smoking cigarettes!!! ๐๐ค๐
2024-06-28 00:52:58 +0000 UTC
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final results โค๏ธ i came from the first bite of one of the balls ๐คค๐คค๐คค
2024-06-15 22:04:27 +0000 UTC
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my medication is making me cry and have mental breakdowns so bad to the point that im crying at work, i can't even make 0f sets because i just start crying, and it doesn't stop for a good 30 minutes to two hours :,) im either crying hysterically while im awake, or i pass out multiple times a day for hours
2024-06-14 15:30:14 +0000 UTC
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burlesque dancer shows off more than what's usually shown... just for you ๐โค๏ธ one video of me standing up and playing with my entire body for your viewing. another video of me laying down, finishing with my finger tip on my cl1t, until i shake uncontrollably from pleasure ๐คค๐ฅด๐ฉท aesthetic burlesque n00ds with cute expressions, serious faces, flashing, etc.
2024-05-08 23:07:48 +0000 UTC
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sneak peak of me as an emo punk elf on my knees ๐คค๐โค๏ธ
2024-05-03 02:13:39 +0000 UTC
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me dressed as an emo punk elf with my real hair showing, freshly shaved pink lips ๐ rubb1ng myself until multiple eye rolling 0rgasms in the first video ๐ฅต๐โค๏ธ another video of me using the 7 inch clear toy to squ1rt twice ๐คญโค๏ธโค๏ธ the last video is me on my knees, blowing the clear toy until im drooling ๐คคโค๏ธ cute adorable pictures of me spreading my legs, and my lips ;) selfie style pictures ๐ up close pictures ๐
tags: elf ears, black outfit, punk, emo, alternative, goth, Gothic, short hair, shaven, shave, pleasure, cosplay, cosplayer, elfy, elfears, gothelf, emoelf, tattoos, tights, ripped tights, blonde, redhead
2024-05-03 01:58:21 +0000 UTC
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๐โค๏ธ
2024-05-02 23:16:46 +0000 UTC
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if i made a moxxi cosplay, would y'all enjoy that or nah?
2024-05-02 23:07:01 +0000 UTC
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๐คญโค๏ธ๐three videos of me sucking a clear 7 inch toy from a top angel ๐โค๏ธ๐ฅต another video of me from a side angle, gagg1ng, sp1tting, c0ughing, flash1ng my chest and ch0king on the toy for you to enjoy ๐๐ฅต๐ฅตโค๏ธโค๏ธ
and some random selfies, b00ty pics, and n00dles to enjoy as well ๐ฅฐ๐๐ฅต
2024-05-02 01:45:29 +0000 UTC
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๐น๐ค my nose got sunburnt today but it's okay ๐โค๏ธ i hope everyone is having a good and safe day ๐ชท๐
2024-04-16 07:07:33 +0000 UTC
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a video of me in the bath tub, fully n00d, shaving myself with American cream conditioner ;) yes it's white cream ๐ค hehe
and another video of me playing with myself, starting off with smiling at the camera, pulling my crop top up and showing you my chest. then i pinch and play with my chest until i pan the camera down and play with myself in a red thong โค๏ธ๐๐น then strip off the thong so you can see my pink kitty ๐ฉท๐ while finishing you can see my O face and my eyes rolling around ๐คค all videos ans pictures have no makeup ๐ซฃโจ๐ lots and lots of n00d pictures!! pulling aside my underwear for you to peek ๐ pulling up my top for full view of my chest, and some selfies ๐โค๏ธ๐
2024-04-16 07:03:31 +0000 UTC
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2024-04-09 05:18:40 +0000 UTC
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๐๐๐ cutie with a bootie ๐๐ฐ๐
2024-04-07 19:58:59 +0000 UTC
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5.69 to see a cutie with a bootie, hair a ponytail with a bow, on stage ๐ซฃโค๏ธ๐๐๐
lots of twerking and booty shaking in the video ๐๐ bending over, pole tricks, private stage, private show, thigh high socks, stilettoes, high heels, sweater, thong, bows, flexibility, sitting at the stage pov, grunge makeup, alternative ๐ฐ๐๐น๐๐ค
2024-04-07 19:42:42 +0000 UTC
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after my latest succy succ set, my makeup was gone :p haha next time i wanna get makeup that will drain down for some really nice pictures after ๐๐โค๏ธ
2024-04-05 16:58:58 +0000 UTC
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random soaking wet, dripping n00d pictures, pictures from work with me dressed as a kitty ;) and lingerie pictures ๐โค๏ธ๐ฅต๐ค๐
2024-04-05 16:49:00 +0000 UTC
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sneak peak from my latest set of me in grunge makeup :p yes the on my knees doing the succy succ set hehe ๐ซฃโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
2024-04-05 06:07:27 +0000 UTC
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๐ฉต๐ฎwearing my grunge style makeup with a long black sleeve on, pulled up to show my entire n00d body for you, black thigh high socks on of course and a clear quartz crystal choker on, my hair in a messy ponytail ๐๐๐ค two videos of me on my knees succing a 7 inch toy, gagg1ng, drooling a bit, and bobbing my head fast while getting more excited for you to enjoy โบ๏ธ๐ one video of me sitting in an office chair, using a pink vibration toy until im soaked ๐โจ last two videos are with my legs behind my head, being so sensitive that i finish, shaking and rolling my eyes from extreme pleasure over and over again ๐ฅตโค๏ธโค๏ธ lots and lots of pictures! spreading my legs and sticking out my tongue for you, holding my legs behind my head, on my knees with a 7 inch in my mouth ๐๐ซฃ๐ฐ b00ty pictures ;) ๐คโค๏ธ
tags: grunge makeup, alternative style, tattoos, toys, knee socks, kneesocks, booty, redhair, redhead, red head, hair, mirror pictures, mirror selfies, cross eyed, eyes crossed, spreading, spread legs, tongue out, tongue p1ercing
2024-04-05 06:03:27 +0000 UTC
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๐ฉท๐ me at work the other day โค๏ธ๐ชฝ
2024-03-28 18:26:21 +0000 UTC
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sneak peak of my look from the lastest sets ๐คญโค๏ธ
2024-03-22 00:21:46 +0000 UTC
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three videos of fun with the 7-inch clear toy. the last video featuring me trying an-l ๐๐๐โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ first time using a toy like this in the back door ๐คญโค๏ธ yes, i liked it โบ๏ธโบ๏ธโบ๏ธ
wearing an all black basic outfit, black skirt, nothing underneath ;) with a black spiked collar :)
2024-03-22 00:19:27 +0000 UTC
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one long video from the POV of you under my desk: watching me get home, get comfy at my desk, and then play with myself slowly. until an aching finish from how slow im going ๐คคโค๏ธ
two videos of me bent over and on the floor, my skirt up, and pant1es to the side and taking it from behind until i embarrassingly finish multiple times, and thankfully, i grabbed my towel just in time for the last one hehe ๐ซฃโค๏ธ
multiple lovely pictures to enjoy between the videos ;)
tags: up skirt, pant1es pulled to side, thigh high socks, slow, gentle, teasing, sneakers, long sleeve shirt, emo, v0yeur, v0yeurism, shaking, short hair, touch, bent over
2024-03-21 21:56:07 +0000 UTC
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just some n00ds :p selfie style, laying down on the bed, fully n00d โค๏ธ
2024-03-21 03:48:49 +0000 UTC
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