Here are some old videos of me smoking before I got my hair cut.
I honestly have to say I do miss my long hair but I don’t miss the insane amount of shedding. I also love that my hair is healthy now and it honestly doesn’t take much to take care of it now.
Soon it will be long again but healthier. Till then Imma rock the short hair. ☺️
Much love💕
Ary🌻
Work selfie!
I may be off from my first job but that doesn’t mean I’m completely free from working. I have to work really hard over the next month to feel financially stable enough to leave my first job. I honestly don’t know if I’ll be able to do it but one can hope.
I’m really digging putting bandannas over my hair and these mushroom earrings.
I’ve also been thinking of taking more bathroom selfies so maybe if you send a tip I can send an exclusive one☺️
Gotta go back,
Much love💕
Ary🌻
I started another painting a few days ago after seeing my nutritionist on Friday. This is what the sketch on the canvas looks like.
I honestly can’t wait to see how this comes out because even tho I keep thinking about how this painting could look I also know I’ll add a ton of stuff through out and if I can’t figure out how to do something I give myself time away from the painting until I feel connected with it agin.
I know that probably sounds weird but that honestly how I paint and why it takes me awhile to do projects.
I have made some progress since taking these pictures but I thought I’d show y’all what I started with.
Much love 💕
Ary🌻
Happy Tuesday!
This is me after having a full body massage and smoking on our balcony. I had such a relaxing day and another acceptance letter to my first choice for community colleges so today was a good day lol.
I’m super excited and anxious about going back to school but it hasn’t hit yet that I am going back. I’ll have announcement pictures of what school I’m going to cause I wanna be extra😂
Any who, go out side, drink water, water your plants. 🌿
Much love💕
Ary🌻
A rare full length bathroom selfie in a public bathroom on a day I really liked my outfit.
I’ve been really liking dressing like this to my second job. This is starting to be a go to look of mine.
More to come soon lmaoo😝
Love y’all💕
Ary🌻
Happy Wednesday!
I feel like I’m either always at work or always in an appointment, it be like that sometimes.
I hope you’re having a good day💕
Let’s smoke together!
Ary🌻
Here is a rare work selfie from yesterday at my first job.
This is the same day that I handed in my two weeks notice which was anxiety producing but really exciting to know I’ll be leaving my cashier job to be able to focus on myself and school, when it starts. This was my first job so it’s scary to be leaving but I’m excited.
Speaking of school, I signed up for classes a while ago so now I just need to get the financial aid side of things done but other than that I’m ready to go back!
Much love 💕
Ary🌻
These are some new things that’ll be heading to my Etsy shop by Saturday!
I’ve been extremely busy with appointments and work that I haven’t had time to launch these. I am planning on doing some promo pictures and what not today so keep an eye out for those.
I will also be posting behind the scenes stuff on here as well as some exclusive pictures! Are you as excited as I am?
Much love 💕
Ary🌻
**TW: eating disorders**
(I don’t know what triggers some people and the painting might trigger some)
Here’s a progress pic of a painting I’m doing that I can’t stop thinking about and all I wanna do is sit and paint. I started it after therapy to maybe try and process my eating disorder some.
I can’t wait to see what the finished product will be. I will make an entire post about it when I’m completely done with it. I’ve been sitting with a lot of feelings over the last few weeks but this week I feel like some thoughts and emotions are very loud.
What do you think of this painting? I’d love to hear your thoughts in the comments.
Lots of love 💕
Ary🌻
(I talk about my eating disorder but there is no talk about behavior use. Just giving those a heads up incase this could possibly trigger someone)
This is my body. I only get one body and I’ve hated it for YEARS. Slowly and with therapy I have been learning to love my body. Today I actually liked how my body looked and felt while sitting down in my underwear and bra.
I remember being a kid and hated how my body looked standing up or sitting down. I still struggle with how my body looks but I’m starting to be less harsh on my looks. I’m learning to love my body for what it is instead of what I “should” look like.
My eating disorder is loud right now but not nearly as loud as it was when I was younger. I’ve had an eating disorder for years but never thought it was actually an eating disorder. Almost a year ago I started getting treatment for it and I’ve been able to see myself just a little different.
Every day I’m learning about myself and my eating disorder. Every day I’m learning to cope with it and it’s FUCKING HARD.
If you also have an eating disorder and need someone to talk to my messages are ALWAYS open💕 I might take some time to answer but I can try my best to get back to you ASAP💕
Be nice to yourself💜
Much love💕
Ary🌻
So I should be asleep by now but instead I’m wishing I could spend like $600 on stuff for back to school. I need clothes for sure but I also need to still get my supplies and a laptop. But sadly I don’t have $600 to drop so instead I’m just adding things to my cart.
Should I have a link to a wish list of some sorts? I’ve thought about it but I don’t have a P.O. Box or even a big following.
At this point I’m just drunkenly typing😂
We got a new piece and even though I wasn’t there to get it I was the first to smoke from it. It’s a great feeling being the first person to smoke from a new piece after working 6 days straight.
I have been busting my ass between the two jobs and I am happy that tomorrow is my day off.
Off to get ready for bed because damn I’m tired.
Much love💕
Ary🌻
“Get trippy with it”🪐✨
Do you like this dope ass painting I made? Go check out Ary’s Little Shop and get it before it’s gone! This one of a kind painting is the biggest painting I’ve made for the shop.
Do you want to see more paintings like this or even want a dope painting? I can also make custom paintings through Etsy as well. You can reach out to me on any of my social media if you’d like a custom painting but you’d still need an Etsy account in order to make the purchase.
Much love💕
Ary🌻
These are so cute! I’ve been really wanting have a big shopping spree to have not only more clothes but also to be able dope pictures and what not😝
What do you think?
So my last Thursday was my last day as a cashier, that was the first job, and since then I’ve been trying to take some much needed time to relax and get lots of sleep. I do plan on working on the shop as well as all of my social media accounts tomorrow!
Now that I only work one job now it means I can can work on some new content and also promote all my socials!
I’m excited for this new journey!
Much love💕
Ary🌻
P.s I’m hoping to get some equipment like a ring light, laptop and equipment for the shop. I might start a fundraiser for it but idk, what do you think?
Here’s my outfit for today! I really love this shirt with these pants. This is definitely outside of my comfort zone but I’m feeling a little more confident in myself with time.
What do you think about my outfit? The shirt I got a while back from SHEIN and the pants are from Walmart.
Hey y’all!
So my grandmother got me this planner recently and I like the inside but I’m not a big fan of the way the font and back covers look. I want to use this planner for school when I start in the fall.
I am now able to go live here on OnlyFans! I defiantly want to do a smoke sesh and paint at least o few times a month. I also want to go live and work on things for the Etsy shop. What do you think? Should I go live when I do paint this?
Much love💕
Ary🌻
(T.w. Eating disorders)
So I’m slowly trying to be more comfortable with my body. Taking pictures like these especially because in the second picture the tag is about 3x bigger than what I am.
It’s crazy to think that a letter/number could have so much control over my life as well as other people. I want to become more confident in my own skink so I can comfortably in a corset or even just posting pictures like the first one.
This was kind of a small ramble post but you should expect no less (if I’m being honest I ramble irl so…)
Hope y’all eat a snack/meal and drink some water.
Much love 💕
Ary🌻
Happy Monday!
So today I decided to dye my hair! Can you guess what color it’s going to be?
I’ve dyed my hair so many different colors but it’s been a little while since I’ve done anything to my hair so I wanted a change! I’ve done red, purple, pink, blue, green and some other colors.
Comment your guess below!
Much love 💕
Ary 🌻
I love when my hair is red but this is a color I’ve never really done before. I’m loving it and feel like myself again because I have colored hair.😂😂
What do you think? I’m hoping to take some cute ass pictures tomorrow with my new hair color.
Much love 💕
Ary 🌻
Hey y’all!
Here’s what I wore at work and I was really having fun and kinda feeling myself cause of the weird pose in the second picture.
Much love 💕
Ary 🌻
Hey y'all!
I just wanted to hop on here and say I got a new laptop! I'm so excited because now posting content will be easier.
I also hope everyone is ready for some cute pictures of me feeling myself?
Much love!
Ary <3