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I'm totally fine today, I ordered materials to improve the wig, so once that arrives I'll finish the work with renewed energy. I'm going to go buy something for chinese new year right now, I almost forgot about it and I'm almost late. when I get back I'll take pictures and make a post and reply to everyone. thank you for kindly responding to my day off, I needed this break <3

I'm sad, today I can't do anything, I spent the whole day trying to do different things. I wanted to improve the wig, but I almost ruined everything, I wanted to make a few Models in a blender, but there were a lot of problems that usually do not exist and so it was in everything. I am very upset and want to rest... Bad day, tomorrow will be a good day, I'm sure. But nothing fatal happened, just a lot of different failures

I’ve finished working on the wig! But I didn’t manage to do anything else today and even ate only once. I feel like I work way too slowly. x) So, here are some photos of my Mita cosplay that I haven’t posted yet. And sorry for the dust. I don’t know how content creation works for other creators, but in my case, even though I have way less content—which is undoubtedly a downside of my profile—I spend an insane amount of time creating cosplays and looks. First, there’s the endless search online for items that, in theory, I could just wear and take photos with. Then, I search for wigs and accessories. After that, it’s multiple fittings, sewing, altering, and more fittings and altering. Then I realize something is missing, and I have to go to the store to buy more materials. It might seem like I’m buying ready-made wigs and costumes, but not a single one has been ready for cosplay straight out of the box. So, creating just one look takes a ton of time, and between more complex looks, I photograph something simple, like cute outfits. Even micro bikinis need to be altered. :D And wigs? That’s a whole saga. I used to just do a bit of trimming, but now I’m trying to learn how to style wigs. Since I haven’t become a professional at this yet, I end up spending an enormous amount of time on it. But I love the time I spend refining cosplays and looks. I’m sure many of the details I work on won’t even be noticed, or people might assume that’s how everything was from the start. But it’s important to me that I know about it. I put in this effort not just for you, but also for myself. Still, in the end, I’m providing a product, and people care about the final picture and the quantity of content, not how much effort went into it. The next cosplay is almost ready. I’m waiting for nail materials and lenses. Everything else is done. Time to start preparing for the next cosplay.

phew, I'm almost done with the wig, soon everything will be ready :3 This time without YouTube, I was too focused. And I also lacked skills, but it still turned out beautifully

Hello again! I'm done with the costume :3 tomorrow I'll do the wig. In the background there were different videos on youtube again, but one was the most interesting. The movie 2019 “Fantastic Fungi” who has nothing to entertain themselves, I recommend it. There are some mistakes but for the most part the information seems to be correct. I love mushrooms. and a certain organism that I'm still not sure what kingdom it belongs to is Slime mold. It's really amazing. I'm actually thinking about getting a massage right now. I've never had a massage on this flight to Thailand. But I don't know if I'll get one. But I'm definitely going to get a smoothie.

The result of the story about Reddit. The moderators did not answer me, instead they gave me a ban in 14 subreddits that they manage. Well, as a bonus, they deleted all my posts that were there. Moreover, I was banned even where I had never published. Briefly about why Reddit causes a lot of stress This is not the first and not the last time this happens to me, I just don't usually talk about it. Let me remind you that this photo was not spam, it was published only in 1 subreddit 1 time. No breaking the rules or abusive communication. It's just that the moderators didn't like me for some reason. And I loved some of their subreddits very much, the audience rated my photos well and the traffic went to fansly... Well, there's nothing you can do about it, Reddit users are powerless in front of the subreddit moderators, and the Reddit administration doesn't do anything about it either.

I almost finished sewing. That’s what I’ve been doing all day. I decided to try not cutting off large unnecessary pieces of fabric but folding and hemming them instead. I’m really happy with the result, and if I ever need to, I can make the clothes bigger again. Today, I managed to hand-sew pants and a few accessories. Honestly, I know how to sew, but I’m super slow at it. Pants are the hardest item to alter, so I kept trying them on and rechecking everything. But the result turned out incredibly cool! I’ve been thinking about buying a sewing machine for a long time, but then I remember that getting a camera is more important to me… And since I’ve been putting off buying a camera for two years now, I still haven’t bought the sewing machine either. Let’s be honest, a phone camera can’t compare to a good camera. I dream of owning a Nikon Z7 or Z7 II. I can’t imagine doing a cosplay photoshoot until everything is as perfect as possible. That’s why I always modify even pre-made cosplays. While sewing, I had Gigguk’s videos playing in the background, so it was fun. I don’t even know what I love more—preparing for cosplay or creating cosplay photos. Tomorrow, I’ll continue working. I need to alter some belts and a few other things, as well as prep the wig.

I work all day without rest, there will be a post, but a little later :3

Hello! reddit is frustrating me. I posted one of yesterday's photos to only 1 CuteLittleButts subreddit. the usual post title and as appropriate a photo as possible. quickly ended up in Hot 1 and then the subreddit decided to delete all my posts in their subreddit. I wrote to the moderators to find out what point in the rules I had broken. In the meantime, I went for a walk around the subreddit and found pictures of other girls with similar pose, angle, buttocks size and post titles. their posts are fine. what is wrong with mine remains a mystery. for now, I am still waiting for a reply, but this story is repeated periodically with other subreddit. deleting content even if there is no reason. I don't know if I have offended any of the moderators, I have not crossed paths with any of them in any dialog. In general, I have fewer and fewer subreddits to publish =/ but I have different plans and new subreddits. #skinny #teen #young #petite #slender #microbikini

Hello! I'm very afraid that I might have forgotten something important and hurt someone. and the worst thing is that I forget everything all the time, I remember only emotions and people. so..... if i forgot something important with you too, please let me know, i quite often feel like i forgot something but i have no clues. yes i tried to keep a diary of important things but i forget quite quickly that i wanted to write something there. in general it would be better for you and me if you would remind me of something.... Thank you and I'm sorry. Today was a pretty quiet day. I had a crazy egg breakfast. I call it egg pizza. I fry bacon, mushrooms, tomatoes, olives, and then pour eggs pre-mixed with cheese. The result is an egg pizza. And now I'm making regular chicken broth. I also cleaned the house, took measurements for my cosplay alterations, and worked on my pins.... but a lot of it was just thinking. #skinny #teen #tiny #petite #small #young #bikini

Heey! Today I started to prepare the cosplay, I think it will take about a week, and while I'm doing the cosplay I decided to take pictures for you with a beautiful reflection in the door on the balcony. actually there will be sunny pictures and sunset pictures, and I'll also show you what the sunset turned into in the end :3 so nice ordinary pictures but enhanced by the sun and the ocean today! and i like them a lot! so the plans for the next few days are to work work work work work :3 the mood is in line with the plans. sorry for not answering last days, I will try to answer everyone in the next few days! #skinny #teen #petite #cute #small #young #slender

and hello again from the closet. i was dealing with some sudden surrealism today, but i'm completely healthy now and the surrealism is resolved! Meanwhile, news from the closet. the hooks on the door with my accessories have almost all fallen off. I need to find something more reliable..... also in the closet a small accident, there is a lamp with a sensor that is triggered by the opening of the door and in general I need to buy a new mechanism because this one just makes the lamp blink and grunt. well, or just remove this thing but the owner of the apartment will not be happy. Anyway, the closet is the calmest news I've come across. right before the photos I went to get a smoothie from a wonderful thai family, their smiles warm my soul and their smoothies make me happy with extra vitamins. especially today I was nervous x) #skinny #teen #tiny #young #petite #small #cute

Hey, everybody. I'm feeling good with one exception. Second day body temp is 35.2-35.4. everything seems to be fine, but when I start doing something I get tired like I ran a marathon x) but I don't feel any other bad things. Right now I am eating well, eating lots of fruit and drinking plenty of fluids and resting. but I don't forget to walk around the apartment, for general benefit. I hope that tomorrow this outrage that has put me out of action will be over and I will finally take new pictures. it feels like it's been going on for a month. #cosplay #cosplayer #teen #tiny #petite #small #young

hi hi I keep posting Mita. I've got some energy to work. I came straight to you after my nap. I'm not completely out of it yet, but my immune system seems to be doing fine. unless I need to buy some fruit or something with vitamin C to help my body. I've been getting sick more often in recent years than I used to. Is it aging? Although I'm pretty sure stress has contributed to my weakened immune system as well. I was very hardened as a child. My mom was always scolded thinking she was making me swim in an icy pond. But in fact I begged her to let me swim there. Although the icy water didn't scare me, it was the leeches that lived there that scared me... but luckily none of them got attached to me. however, one day my mother and I decided to go for a walk with a leech and then brought the leech back. We managed to scare a lot of people back then. #skinny #teen #cosplay #cosplayer #young

I got very sick, There are so many symptoms it's hard to even sleep, but I have managed to sleep a few times and will try to sleep further, drink water and sleep. in my sleep I am very tired, I have dreams where I am a factory trying to fix its parts. UPD I survived this night, by the morning the Fever decreased. I feel beaten but a little bit better, I hope I will recover today

have a great day, everyone! yesterday I went to the construction store and now I have a simple drill. hurrah hurrah! today I'm going to the construction store again. I need to buy a couple of things. all in all, another day of a little adventure. although yesterday I hurt my back, the pain is less today. I'll be more careful! next photo set, do you want me to do a new cosplay or a look of my own? maybe pictures with direct sunlight? or something really dark... I am happy that with you I can create the content that I want to create myself. that you love what I do. I would be very sad if I had to do something that I don't like and most likely I wouldn't be here anymore. yes it can be hard for me and there are moods when I don't want to do even what I love. but when I don't create content for a long time I am so excited to do something cool! I think about what I could do and I am very interested in choosing different outfits #skinny #teen #tiny #cosplay #cute #cosplayer #egirl #gamergirl

Hi, everybody. I'm starting to feel a little better! By the way, this is a photo in natural light. but I chose not PRO mode but normal mode and the neural network of the phone, which is disabled only in PRO mode for some reason painted parts of the skin in reddish color :D but actually this neural network built into the camera does a good job with photos that could have turned out too bright. so overall I'm happy with it. Do you like natural light? I'm thinking of doing the next non gloomy photo sets in sunlight..... Today I'm watching an anime I've been planning to watch for a long time. Kill la kill! All the time I'm watching this anime I'm thinking that I should do a Ryuko Matoi cosplay... #skinny #teen #tiny #young #slender #cosplay #cosplayer

Hello everyone! I found the strength to continue my cosplay, but due to my current state of confusion, I forgot about the hairband... Even though I’ve managed to restore my routine, I still feel empty. My soul and body are struggling, but I know this will pass. I decided to treat myself and am now waiting for a pizza delivery. Today, I watched a video about information from the perspective of physics and evolution. I was pleasantly surprised to find that my thoughts were close to what was explained in the video. In short, it’s a process of forming ordered structures that locally reduce entropy by increasing it in the surrounding environment, promoting the development of the system. The emergence of life is tied to the ability to preserve and transmit information, which allows organisms to reproduce and adapt. For example, a completely shattered phone is worth almost nothing, even though it hasn’t lost its atoms. Why? Because a phone is valuable only when it functions. And it functions because the information inside it is organized, and the phone’s complex system works only in this specific state. This also applies to plants, animals, and other systems. Interestingly, while the whole world becomes increasingly subject to entropy, information locally becomes more organized. However, creating this order requires energy, which leads to an increase in entropy in the surrounding environment. In general, it’s a long and fascinating topic that partially saved me today. It allowed me to distract myself from my problems and think about something more global. I really love learning about how the world works. I’ve only briefly touched on the topic, but if you’re interested, feel free to explore it further :3 #skinny #teen #tiny #cosplay

I had time to fix my sleep schedule and clean up a little bit and cry today, too. I'm slowly getting back to normal. The pictures are ordinary too, but since the regime is restored, the pictures are sunny. I hope that tomorrow I will not lose the schedule and will make a full-fledged sunny photoset. although the color of my skin looks funny with this light. I look like a Simpson. I'll either continue Mita's cosplay or do something new.... #skinny #teen #petite #young #tiny #slender #fit

So, since I'm sitting up at night and I just woke up recently, I thought I'd take some night photos with the bathroom light. Something unusual and I don't think it's ever been here before. Meanwhile, I can't even clean the house :C

I thought I'd post another picture with Mita. It's all I had, but I don't really like this pic. I think i want to rest and figure out what's wrong with me.

Good morning, it's 9 p.m. :D Don't be afraid that the post will come out later, I just woke up. Normally, I sleep 7-8 hours, but for the last week I have been sleeping much more than usual, apparently the body has weakened and is trying to rest. I'm not sure what exactly I need to rest from, but inevitably every day my time of waking up and falling asleep shifts Now I feel weak and I'm not sure if I'll continue cosplay today, probably I'll take a picture of something simpler, I don't know. But first I'll have breakfast But the mood is in perfect order and I want to do a lot of things, but I can't yet, I hope for your understanding

player, stay with me. Meet Mita from Miside. I've played this game and i really want to make a cosplay of this multifaceted character! thanks to everyone who wrote their names, if you haven't played it i won't make spoilers :3. But I have a theory that your Cartridges are not harming you in any way, I hope it's not a spoiler haha there's actually something wrong with me today and that's why there's only one picture again..... I slept and the dizziness went away but my vision was blurry and I couldn't see much so I decided to finish the cosplay tomorrow #cosplay #teen #tiny #petite #smal #young #Mita

I don't feel well, everything is ready for cosplay and I've already put on makeup, but I have dizziness and nauseous :c I lie and wait for it to end

Before leaving, I caught the moment of a beautiful sunset, although the sun was bright red and the photo does not convey the effect, I wanted to share the moment. And there was fog everywhere!

While I was lying down and thinking about plans I took some pictures for you :3

I did not expect that yesterday I would be so tired, I woke up at 4 o'clock in the afternoon. Now I'll wash and go buy different things to create items for cosplay, I completely forgot about it, it was not necessary, but it will complement cosplay coolly

Oh, the Internet's fixed. The problem wasn't in the apartment. but I finished working on the wig :3 I'll take pictures tomorrow! absolutely everything is ready at the moment. So let's talk about the important stuff. I often find that a lot of people have the same feelings and emotions and they are afraid to talk about it. You feel like you're not worthy of something. The feeling that you're lazy, useless, etc. generally feeling like there's something wrong with you. doubts about your appearance and character doubts about knowledge and intelligence the list goes on forever. As usual I will just say my thoughts and not some world truth. It's important to realize that there may be some luck in our successes, but luck doesn't appear on its own (except in very rare cases). For example, when we are afraid that we do not deserve those people who surround us, it is important to realize that these people have already accepted you and if they communicate with you, it means that you have something that is dear to them. although here you also need to understand what kind of communication it is and all people have it differently. but in any case it is better to think what you want to become and move towards this goal instead of doubts. even if these people will someday leave with your new personality you will be easier and more pleasant to communicate with new people. Laziness. well, everything is simple. most often laziness in excess happens either when you need to change your life and everything is bad or when you are too tired. it's just a defense mechanism and try to understand what exactly happened to you. maybe you are not even lazy but just do less tasks than you dream. then you need to take care of nutrition, environment and of course health. any thoughts we have are not really ours. they just automatically arise in our brain and our task is to filter out what we don't need. this also applies to doubts about who we are. again, work on what we can influence and chase away thoughts that we can't change

There is still no Internet X) time to work on cosplay

today i was cosplaying. or rather i was re-stitching, customizing and preparing clothes for one character. tomorrow i'll do wig and photo set :3 Or maybe after tomorrow. so expect more cosplay soon. i also want to do a regular photo set for a change. I'm actually doing this post from my mobile internet because my home internet is dead unfortunately... sorry for some reason I can't get the second photo to upload so only one today... I hate working on my phone