Desires and uncontrollable thoughts. There have been a few lingering desires Iโve had these last few days. Ones I canโt seem to shake. I want to surrounded by others and feel curious hands touch and grope me Not knowing who or where they are coming fromโฆ Iโve found myself imagining how it would feel having my bottom touched then turning around to see who touched me but the moment I turn my breasts get groped and the touches keep coming unable to figure out whoโs touching me. I am unsure why but it is thrilling to be touched knowing the other person canโt help themselves.