so my hotel did in fact get r0bb3d and sh0t up yesterday as ..

so my hotel did in fact get r0bb3d and sh0t up yesterday as some of you know already. i just walked in the hotel an hour before it started;
someone shouted; "EVERYBODY GET ON THE GROUND." suddenly there's pew pew going off, about f0ur r0unds, scr3aming, runn1ng, people runn1ng past my room and scr3aming. another 0ne, then complete silence.
i quietly hid under my bed when i heard the gunsh0ts and scr3ams because i was figured they were gonna break into the rooms next and hurt people if they got the staff. so i called 9.1.1 when my AC turned on so my voice would be muffled and dispatch informed me that there were deputies on scene already.
id be full of it if i said that didn't scare me at all, but not for what people might think, i know with my generation we're supposed to be unphased and not care about anything at all. but i was actually scared and angry. and my thought was, "wow, this is really how it ends. ive been t0rtured for 24 years. free for two years at most, is this all im really allowed to have?"
yes free, some of you know this because you've been here long enough, i was traff1cked my entire life, and i only just broke free from my handlers two years ago. at most; it has been two years of being free. and if any of you are wondering, yes, i was put on this website by one of them. a lot of you are aware of this fact and i always appreciate you for treating me like a human being instead of an object, because i didn't ask to be born and given to evil creatures.
but idk, im really questioning a lot right now that i never did before and i wasn't scared to d1e necessarily. i was scared because i really am alone. no one would even know what happened to me. i didn't have anyone to call to tell them i love them just in case.
im probably more alone than people actually understand. i don't even know how to explain it.