



Hi :) casual day π Yesterday afternoon my brother stopped by and we had a nice rly long talk where I vented a lot about what I was feeling and stressing about to him and. It was really nice. Heβs a lot more like, idk he came out as gay at like 13 he knows his lgbt stuff u know, so he was rly nice and helpful to talk to (but I cried a lot anyway LMAO). I ended up going back to him/his boyfriends apartment to hang out and stay with them for a day or 2 and itβs been really nice. I donβt know how to say this and not reveal my own cringiness and innocence LMAO but I smoked weed which I have not done in AGES and I am lying on a bed rn relaxing and I feel really nice. I could use more days like this u know. I ought to be more extraverted and stuff because Iβve kinda been locked in my bedroom for months now :( my own fault ofc but yeah. Itβs really nice. Iβm happy. Iβll be back tomorrow because Iβm gonna just. Let myself enjoy this :) thank you so much.