I know I said I would post more but... I don't feel like f*r..
Added 2021-03-08 04:52:31 +0000 UTCI know I said I would post more but... I don't feel like f*rcing it. I'm moving slowly through this "writer's" block, taking my time to feel everything that's been bubbling up. I'm not satisfied with myself but I know that's the indoctrination speaking - the colonial mindset of hustle until you get what you want, work because that's the only way to prove your worth. The capitalist lie that we are only worth what we give, that we can pull ourselves up by our bootstraps and make a name for ourselves is so fucking exhausting. Resting, healing, breathing. Being. That's what I want to focus on. I want to do what feels good. Hustling is great, but resting is equally important. Thank you to those who understand and continue to support me. I haven't received any nastiness and that's been such a blessing. I'm truly grateful, I really can't thank you all enough. Here is a few self portraits from late 2018, made with love and patience. All my love, Maya P.S. click on the images to see them in full
