Even tho it's been real rough pain wise this week (bcs I was..

Even tho it's been real rough pain wise this week (bcs I was too sick from the ear/throat infection ironically to get my iv meds) I still managed a try on for yous a couple days ago! A try out of some of my black widow look to shoot for July to celebrate her movie finally coming out! She's a lil OC slutty design based off the classic comic look, what do you think? :) I was so torn bcs I also love the MCU version haha tough choices I know 😅 The skirt is entirely too modest so I'll need to hem that sluttier and I want to make a better emblem but other than that I'm really trying to curb my perfectionist tenancies considering how little time I have to actually work when my body cooperates! Think I'll pull off actually half arseing something? Hahaha my life has weird goals these days, but I know perfectionism is just a coping mechanism bcs ✨ trauma ✨ and not the most healthy for me right now so I'm working on it! Scroll for extra lewd piccies and a cute clip! Ive got some peeks with the knickers off coming when I can manage PM's so if you want some bush peeks hold tight! I also can't decide which bottoms to use so I may make a poll... I like the strappy bcs it matches the stockings but I think the V shape on the other pair is hotter/makes my booty pop heheeh tough choices PS on top of missing my medication IV I've been having a pretty bad mental health flare, all I've managed is to keep twitter a lil in the loop but honestly I'm still rly struggling so I'm very thankful past Clara queued up some posts for me bcs I haven't managed much this week and it's rly hard to force myself to rest when I just wanna get back to work (may have a a frustration breakdown cry tonight bcs of how many bad days in a row I've had and they really start to have an exponential toll...) but I know being able to get my treatment IV again in a couple days will help get me back on track :) As always if you haven't heard from me in messages, hold tight I'm still chuggin away, and super thanks for your patience. PM content is challenging for me due to my cognitive impairments, but I promise if I owe you any content you'll for sure get it, may just take a couple extra shakes of a lambs tail haha but it'll get there (OP always delivers yo it's the code of the land) 💕