

JFC the lord is testing me today fam. My body is very not up..
Added 2021-07-04 01:13:34 +0000 UTCJFC the lord is testing me today fam. My body is very not up for our maple stream today either and I'm really crushed. I was trying to brainstorm what I could do within my limits that would still be something nice for us and I was thinking maybe a chill shower show? I know my streams are normally really high energy and super bubbly but while that's def how I am sometimes it's only one side of me and right now I'm not capable of being like that. But I know most of my Cosmianauts like me for many the parts of me, and are so supportive and encouraging to work within my limits, so I thought maybe it would be okay to let you in to a different side of me during a live will a low key one. No makeup, raw, just me 💕 I haven't managed to eat all day bcs of this migraine so I'm hoping to log on once I get some food in me I ordered, around 10PM EST I've never done anything like this before so I'm super nervous but I wanna still do something with yous all tonight so well just see how it goes 💕 Hoping if I keep the lighting low my migraine will work with us 🤞🏻 but mood lighting is sexy right? Haha I hope you can still make it! Maybe we can do lumberjane next weekend (altho given what movie comes out Friday a black widow live would probably be more appropriate...)