Frakking hell time & the universe in general can go suck som..

Frakking hell time & the universe in general can go suck some sweaty balls! Hello my love :: big hugs :: *(I tried to do a lil sampling of piccies bcs sites been bananas, there's a lil story catchup as well as a fun winter Merida cosplay I'm working on and some non winter something elses I'm working on muahaha and as always tradition dictates there's also bonus extra naughty pics to celebrate my timeline return 🎉)* Both my cats have been dealing with potentially fatal health issues and its been taking all my spoons to look after them and keep myself somewhat alive in the process. I've felt so much shame about not being able to balance work stuff on top and I miss everyone soso much I can't wait till I am able to hang out with yous all again soon. Here's a couple of my story updates from the last couple weeks if you missed them. I've been writing this massive bloody update for over a month but I keep running out of spoons to finish... and then when I can hop back on it, so much more has happened I have to change half the update and rinse and repeat 😩 On my latest "almost done so close" adventures I had everything in a post here and then reliased it wouldn't post bcs I hit word limit so now I'm trying to reorganize into several posts and update yet again 😃 I just wanted to drop in quickly to make sure yous know how much I appreciate you, that there's a huge very personal update coming, and that even tho I've been on the biggest strugglebus I've still been making small moves behind the scenes so that as I get back into regular posting I've got lots of exciting content coming 💞 ***regarding PM's*** Thank you to everyone that's reached out in PM's, I'm doing my best to catch up but bcs of the wonderful combination of illnesses and cognitive issues although I enjoy them very much its still something I struggle a lot with especially when I'm behind so it may take me a little to catch up. Obviously tips and my regs I prioritize but I do reply to all my PM's eventually, even if it takes me a hot minute, so I very much appreciate your patience Tiny excerpt, the start of the upcoming update 💞 ***Life stuff*** **TW sick pets/furever sleeps (thankfully not yet) and heavy/dark mental places** *To start things off my assistant quit without telling me in the middle of several large projects a bit months ago, I had a breakdown over a couple personal issues & then both my cats almost died within two weeks of each other & Dewen's in heart failure rn, twitter assploded... more losing it Tbh it's been rly dark, I wasn't sure I could see a light a lot of days but I fucked up and didn't know how to be here and explain what was going on when I was going thru some of the worst weeks of my life and I'm really sorry. Your patience means the world 🥰 I have dusted myself off, we're all still breathing, and I don't have the words to explain how grateful I am for you sticking it out with me here <3* What's something that brought you a smile recently? PS don't forget to scroll to the end for bonus noodie nipnops bcs I'm back on the timeline babayyyy (and the very end for a 2022 vibes summed up by dewen haha)