

Hey guys I'm having a really bad time right now. Happens every year this time. on the lead up to it I tell myself I will be fine and I'm in control but then, wham Another wasted summer Another wasted year of my life Another year without my Grandmother, the one person I had in my life who was good I'm depressed, I don't think I've ever been this depressed before, and I'm usually pretty depressed. On the 30th of august for the last 4 years my functionality as a person has dropped like I'm a tiny person desperately trying to throw myself to the bottom of a giant stair-case :( I don't want to do anything and I've been in bed for most of the last 2 weeks. I have been drawing though, I'm making a new animated short which is going to be way better than the last one. It's a metaphor for how I feel when I try to go to sleep every night, enjoy the teaser image, Also I did more ducks, If I can make myself think of a high whit thing to put under them I may put them on t-shirts or something one day when I can do things Well, I used all my willpower for the day writing all that, love you and I hope you feel better than I do :3