⚠️Do not post these photos on other sites. All rights reserv..

⚠️Do not post these photos on other sites. All rights reserved. Unauthorized duplication is a violation of applicable laws.⚠️ Hey guys. How are you doing? We have only 4 days left in our US tour. It was fast. I haven't done anything yet 😫 I don't speak English and I haven't had any great results yet 😫 I still have some matches left, and the single match with Rina on the last day is the biggest match for me, so I have to do my best. I guess one month is still not enough. 🫠 Today was the first time I used the waffle maker at the hotel and I didn't know how to use it and it kept beeping and I got cold stares from people around me and it was so embarrassing 🤣 lol! So I felt bad for a while and stayed in bed with a blanket around me the whole time. LOL! We don't have this in Japan! Damn waffle maker! Yes, so I still don't know this country at all. I don't even know how to use a waffle maker. I don't even know if this country suits me yet! Come to think of it, on my way back from the GCW show in Los Angeles in March, I thought I was so lucky to be loved by everyone so much. I thought maybe I should be in the US more. Still, I knew I wouldn't be able to take on such a big challenge. The cab driver I caught that day was Japanese. I got into a conversation with him and told him that I wanted to live in the U.S., but I was scared, and asked him if he preferred Japan or the U.S. He replied that both were the same. He said that both have their good and bad sides. I had a difficult image of America on my own, so his answer put my mind at ease. Yes, I feel like my back was pushed because of that and now I am here. I still don't know if coming here was the right decision. I am sure that will not be known in the near future. But I think I am living a more stimulating life than in Japan, where I spend my days in the same routine, in the same environment, with the same people and relationships. And I like being a "foreigner" very much. Sometimes I get criticism because I am different from everyone else, but I feel good about just living my life as it is and being different from the people around me. I feel special. Do you understand? I am like a person who walks around dressed for self-expression. lol Sorry, I spoke too long. I am currently sorting through my emotions 😂 I'm almost done for the day but I think I'm going to dye my hair and cut my bangs. thank you, fuck you maki x ⚠️Do not post these photos on other sites. All rights reserved. Unauthorized duplication is a violation of applicable laws.⚠️