I’m down 10kg and halfway to my old body, it’s been a tough ..
Added 2023-09-07 06:16:08 +0000 UTCI’m down 10kg and halfway to my old body, it’s been a tough battle but I know once I’m back everything is going to be easier, including doing this as I finally don’t feel ashamed of my face and body like I have been for the past year. I have never been more insecure about my appearance than this year, I even let it give me a bad relationship with food and problems with bingeing and restricting. This year eating, photos, buying clothes has been a very anxious experience, my body being the fore front of my mind. I even thought that nobody would want me or want to be with me because of how I looked. The relief I’m feeling for losing those intense feelings of insecurity is huge. Thank you for continuing to support me here even though I was finding it hard to work and taking photos was hard, I’ve never had to deal with being someone who shows their body professionally and also massively struggling with body dysmorphia, I’m so grateful you stayed regardless, and once I’m back to normal it will be totally worth it 😌🫶🏻
