so here's the thing...i started listening to books instead o..

so here's the thing...i started listening to books instead of actually reading them two months ago and that quickly just led me to slack off entirely from reading and now i'm like in the middle of emily henry's 'funny story'...not remembering much looool i feel like it was a mix of me being lazy and also the book was okayyy so far idk!!! i still plan on finishing it though. I thought about maybe i could start doing asmr book clubs on tiktok live but idk it was just an idea. i started playing minecraft again on twitch and that was p therapeutic! i was going to stream this week too but my power decided to go out in my room and now im like...tf do i do now? i think i could still stream but we'll see. here's some pics i took on my macbook the past couple of weeks!! i try to keep these pics exclusive to OF and not anywhere else and if i do end up posting on twt it'll only be up temporarily n stuff. it depends. the holidays are coming up and i'm p nervous about it. i feel like there's a lot of pressure on me to behave and put my best foot forward but that's kind of hard. I'm not very extroverted. it takes multiple hangout for me to warm up to people. i'm not very charismatic...well i am with the right people tbh but w those i don't often share many interests with it can be a challenge for sure. i just wish i was given more grace to warm up first. growing up i was always not really paid much attention to and i grew up to enjoy that at times. i feel like now it's backfiring a bit and i'm trying to correct it as soon as i can. gift giving and acts of service are two departments i exceed in and feel like many people may take for granted...oh well i'm always open to trying to push myself a bit day by day.