I’m going to be pretty honest on the feed here so you guys c..

I’m going to be pretty honest on the feed here so you guys can understand part of why I’ve been inactive. For the past year I’ve been living with my ex, who you see me sometimes make content with. We broke up many months ago, but I haven’t moved out due to the cheapness of the location I currently live, and how inconvenient it would be to move back in with my family and try to make good content for you guys with them around. So I have two options, either stay at my apartment and the ex moves out, meaning I’d have to either get a full time job and have less time on OnlyFans or go even harder on OnlyFans, potentially start live streaming to make more money, I’d be able to have guys/girls over to make more diverse content for you guys since he won’t be here! What’s keeping me from doing this is my financial insecurity. I’d like to start streaming and making longer videos for you guys, but I don’t have a laptop to do this. I don’t want to put myself in a position where I can’t afford my lease, but I really would hate to move back with family and potentially fall off of sex work all together. I’ve added live streaming equipment to my wishlist linked in my bio if anyone wants to help, I also planned on making YouTube videos of my van conversion and potentially vlogging so you guys can see more of my life, and help grow my audience. I can see myself being successful in this field, but the worry about finances is obviously there. I’ll need to decide sooner than later, because living with my ex has become the worst for my mental health, he’s done nothing but lie, cheat and make me feel like the ugliest person alive for the past year now :/ I will heal, but us physically separating obviously will help a lot with that process. Let me know any advice you guys have! I appreciate you being patient with me. This relationship has caused a huge mental toll on me that I probably should have been more honest about so you guys would know I’m not just falling off for no reason.