I told you guys I would be honest, genuine, raw and real wit..
Added 2021-07-27 16:54:19 +0000 UTCI told you guys I would be honest, genuine, raw and real with you all. So here it goes. Anxiety. Depression. Stress induced seizures. Fear of failure. Fear of success. IMPOSTER SYNDROME. After having multiple seizures on Saturday I took some time to heal. And honestly I got all in my head. And the fear hit. I realized half of my fans did not resubscribe and I couldn’t stop thinking of why I’m not good enough. I questioned if I even should be doing this. I felt like I didn’t have the skills needed to keep this onlyfans up and running. It may sound stupid to others, but my brain could not drown out my fearful inner dialogue. I will be continuing this last Saturday’s day of spiciness. I’m still working in my head a way to do it without feeling like I failed. Anyway…thank you for coming to my TedTalk (I’ll get back to all your DMs today - be patient there are quite a few)
