Hey babes!! PLEASE READ I’d like to take a moment to give a..

Hey babes!! PLEASE READ I’d like to take a moment to give a big HELLO to all of my new fans. Welcome to the shit show, I am so glad you’re here ❤️❤️ I’d also like to take this moment to give a huge fucking apology to all of my long term and loyal fans. I know there is a lot of people on here who are highly disappointed by me, and deservingly so. I know that I have failed you, in one way or another, but I would like to have a chance to make this right by all of you. If you could please have compassion for me and allow me to be vulnerable with you for a moment so we can have this growing opportunity TOGETHER. In the most basic of nutshells, I was struggling HARD FUCKING CORE in my personal life - especially with my mental health. I had one too many traumatic things happen to me and I fell into a depressive episode. I was drowning...and I was trying to do everything possible to just come up for a breath of air. My personal life then bled into my work life. And my quality of work went into the shitter, as many of you have noticed and expressed to me. And your feelings are all valid, I did let my work suffer, and therefore disappointed all of my people on here. I left my people hanging. I didn't reply to messages. I didn't send out content to people who paid for it. and I am overwhelmingly ashamed. It's the shame that got to me. The shame spiral can get relentless....I would have a hard day and I wouldn't log on to here for the day. Then my brain let a really shitty situation turn into a really shitty few days or even a week. Then I would log on and have HUNDREDS of messages. These messages would have been totally manageable had I logged in and took care of it daily, but my depression got the best of me. I let it win. And then the shame would get worse. I would genuinely believe that if I logged on, people were going to be mad at me, and disappointed in me and I didn't think I could bear to face it. My hurt inner ch ild was running the show at this point. I had an actual fear of logging in, and so the shame grew and grew and grew because the longer I didn't log in, the more work it became, and the more people that would now be genuinely mad at me. and I knew deep down that by now, everyone had the right to be mad at me. I feel like i've been in an amazing place mentally for a bit now, but the only thing that is causing me genuine mental strain at the moment is THIS! Having to apologize to everyone individually and to admit that what I did by you guys was wrong and address the disappointments while also validating each and every one of you! At this very moment I have over 300 messages. The thought of having to reply to that many messages and having to apologize that many times is enough to make me never want to log in ever again. but that's not gonna be the case lol. So here's the deal. I choose to be done with the shame. And I want to make sure that I make everything right by everyone. That being said, I will be giving myself grace and having compassion for myself and I am allowing myself to start from a fresh slate! This means that I will be marking ALL of my messages as read. I will have a clean and empty inbox. If you previously messaged me, I will have not read it, and for that I am extremely sorry. Unfortunately, this is the only way that I can think of to be able to show up for you guys without compromising my own mental health. I know for a fact that I owe about 20 people things that they paid for and have yet to receive. I have people who tipped me who I have not addressed that fact or said thank you. I have 4 people who have purchased panties/lingerie that hasn't been sent out yet. I know there are a ton of new people who told me where they found me and I have yet to send them their free content. SO PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!! If you are one of the people that I mentioned in the above sentences, then please send me a message and let me know so that I can make this right by you. If you are new and I owe you free content, rest assured... I will be giving EVERYONE explicit bonus content tonight for FREEEEE. I would also really love all of my new people to send me a 2 truths and a lie so that I can get to know you!! I will not be taking any requests for NEW custom content while I make sure I take care of the people who I have left hanging. So unless you already paid for something and I didn't get it to you, then I will not be selling any private PPV. I will however send out mass DM PPV so that if you want to see more, you have the option to, it just won't be customized. This goes for the next week. Starting 6/1/22 I will return back to accepting personal requests/customs. Thank you for understanding!! My last ask is that if you are going to message me from here on out, please do so with respect, compassion, and love. I am a human who has human feelings and human problems. I want to make things right by everyone but I don't want to be treated like shit. GOING FORWARD I have sat down with a business coach and we are making a business plan so that I can stay organized and on top of things on here! There will be a content schedule every week so that I am not missing days. I will be scheduling out my weekly thought provoking questions so I never stop learning about you guys. by scheduling these things out all I really need to do is be present in my inbox to be there for you guys!! I have such high hopes for the future and I am so fucking excited to be on this journey with you guys!! I will also be sending this exact same message in a DM after this to make sure that no one misses this.