I think I normally tend to be a pretty positive person, but today Iโm just gonna say that I feel like shit ๐คฃ One of my kids was sick Friday and I thought the rest of us were going to be clear, but last night I started feeling terrible and my body aches all over. And Iโm not sure if itโs from stress or a lack of sleep, maybe both, but I have been dealing with absolutely excruciating phantom pains since 3 this morning. I feel like every time I would start to fall asleep Iโd be woken up by a lightning shock in my phantom limb. Iโve smoked weed, taken some edibles, and massaged my stump. Itโs just been relentless and I havenโt had pain this bad in a looooong time. Anyway, my oldest was a sweetheart and made me some cereal โฅ๏ธ Iโm going to enjoy this and see if I can get some rest. I will do my absolute best to be here tomorrow, but it will depend on how everyone in the house is feeling. Id appreciate all the good vibes youโve got. โฅ๏ธ