This message is not intended for my handful of amazing and s..

This message is not intended for my handful of amazing and supportive fans. You know who you are, and I know who you are. Below are my sincere feelings, so I please ask that you take a few minutes to read on. I've been nursing my healing husband, and love of my life, after he had hernia surgery 3 days ago. He works too damn hard at our construction business, and then 30-40 hours HERE per week to keep my site as great as possible. His lack of sleep and too much work finally took a toll on his body, and he's paying the price. He will heal just fine, but this has given me time to think about our priorities and how to best proceed here with my OF. I absolutely LOVE my OF site here, and love and appreciate ALL of you. I love doing this. Not the small amount of money (see below), but because I'm obviously an exhibitionist and it turns me on. But very few understand how much fucking work this takes to share our most intimate parts of our lives. The fucking and ball busting are a blast, but after the sex, 90% of the work and time commitments happen so others can log on and jack off (which is HOT to me!). Hubby is an ex Marketing and IT guru, and compiled these fun facts for me: - On average, 2.7% of people who view my posts LIKE them. FYI, LIKES are NOT anonymous. I check every post to see WHO likes it so I know who I'm pleasing and how I can improve. Yes, I'm OCD. LOL - We would make 34% more working at McDonald's for the same time we put into our Onlyfans - We could make 413% more bartending at our local pub - According to OF, only 12% of OF sites in the top 1,000 (like we are) don't charge PPV for videos - Only 1.8% of my fans give an extra tip for our work, even though we don't charge PPV IMPORTANT: I totally get it that I can't please everyone, and some of my content plans have been temporarily derailed by Covid, family, health, and life. It frustrates me, as well. All I can tell you is we are trying our very best. Proverbial Catch-22. If we made more than McDonald's money here, I could afford to take time from work and film more involved content. If I filmed more involved content, we'd make more so I could take time away from our real jobs. Fuck me LOL My IT nerd gave me more stats, but I won't bore you further. So, what am I, a Dominant Mistress, to do about all of this? 1. I just moved dozens of new content posts I had scheduled for December to January. Why? Because maybe I post too much daily stuff? My horniness gets the best of me, so I post everything, thinking "Everyone will want to jack off to this!". And then only 2-3% like it, and even less tip. It'll be there in January the same as this month. 2. If dollars for our time spent here don't improve, we will have to consider restructuring and going to at least a partial PPV model, like most do, with our upcoming new content with Bulls and others. What affects dollars? NEW FANS + RETENTION + TIPS. We have no problem finding new fans. Retention and Tips are the tough part. 3. If we have to go to a partial PPV model, I'll be bummed. We'd lose some fans in the beginning, but in the long run probably be better off. But I really don't want to do that. When we started this back in January 2020, I thought "Fuck all the advice. Lets just give more for less per month, and people will appreciate it, stick around, and tip for our hard work". Well, that is all. I'll think on this more, and hopefully not regret posting my raw feelings. Love and Lust, Mistress Trish