

I tried to take some photos from a new low angle thinking it might be sexy well it might have been had I not been on hedgehog bedsheets in star pjs but at least my boobs look huge! I know I’m cropping my face out of everything late simply because I haven’t worn make up in weeks I’m not coping and can’t get through the work load. Without make up you can see the exhaustion on my face and I don’t want people to see that in these pictures. Beautiful Underwear & costumes still sitting in the bag waiting for me to catch a break. I need an assistant or a large sum of money of which neither is coming my way sadly. The leak I mentioned on Instagram a while back turns out is not an easy solve I’ve had numerous plumber & survey visitors out already it’s likely to be a lifting the floor boards job potentially meaning I have to move out which is worrying right before Christmas. The hot tub breaking at my bnb may sound like a first world problem but actually it’s the reason we get 50% of our bookings if it breaks I will either have the Christmas guests cancel their visits or have to start offering part refunds. The money loss and the time loss while I reorganise and refund all guests would be hell so I must keep it running. The tub company seem to currently be out of stock of all models since COVID otherwise I would just get a new one. The conservatory is still not fixed but they have finally given a date to at least put the roof back on it’s the 11th of December so it’s going to be horrible living in the mess for 2 more weeks but to have a date feels loads better then the not knowing for 2 months.