It took a loooot of guts to post this so please be gentle with me๐ Starting now I will do weekly updates like this so that you can see the progress, both the on and off seasons of the fitness world๐ I'm closing in on the top off season weight now before the diet gets more tight again. Some of you might think "Why is she get so fat" and other might say "Why did she get so fat?" so I will keep it simple ๐ I love three things, I love to be strong, I love food and I love to be fit, those things can sadly never happen at the same time๐ฅฒ And that is why I and every other fitness girl has to cycle things and to focus on the long run. I'm currently training 5 days per week and since i'm eating again I can train really hard, and heavy๐ช๐ That wasn't the case just a few months ago when I was gorgeous and veiny๐ Back then I was hungry, tired and weak๐ I want to get bigger for every season and without illegal substances this is the road forward. Well, I hope you can enjoy my off season curves just as much as the On Season Veins๐ I know that we all have different tastes so hopefully all of you will get a piece๐ Thank you for supporting me and I hope I get some good feedback regarding the weekly updates because I will continue uploading them to keep track myself๐ Not even my couch will see these pictures so you can count yourselves lucky ๐