Oh, the Internet's fixed. The problem wasn't in the apartment. but I finished working on the wig :3 I'll take pictures tomorrow! absolutely everything is ready at the moment. So let's talk about the important stuff. I often find that a lot of people have the same feelings and emotions and they are afraid to talk about it. You feel like you're not worthy of something. The feeling that you're lazy, useless, etc. generally feeling like there's something wrong with you. doubts about your appearance and character doubts about knowledge and intelligence the list goes on forever. As usual I will just say my thoughts and not some world truth. It's important to realize that there may be some luck in our successes, but luck doesn't appear on its own (except in very rare cases). For example, when we are afraid that we do not deserve those people who surround us, it is important to realize that these people have already accepted you and if they communicate with you, it means that you have something that is dear to them. although here you also need to understand what kind of communication it is and all people have it differently. but in any case it is better to think what you want to become and move towards this goal instead of doubts. even if these people will someday leave with your new personality you will be easier and more pleasant to communicate with new people. Laziness. well, everything is simple. most often laziness in excess happens either when you need to change your life and everything is bad or when you are too tired. it's just a defense mechanism and try to understand what exactly happened to you. maybe you are not even lazy but just do less tasks than you dream. then you need to take care of nutrition, environment and of course health. any thoughts we have are not really ours. they just automatically arise in our brain and our task is to filter out what we don't need. this also applies to doubts about who we are. again, work on what we can influence and chase away thoughts that we can't change