

I’m taking a social media break to reflect on myself and my thoughts. Honestly, I’m not doing very well mentally I need this time over the next few days to just be me. No makeup, no filter, no conversation. Just focus on my thoughts. I’ll be back here soon. I’ve had a series of very unfortunate events recently and I think I have a very dark aura around me. I’ve lost a lot of people close to me and yesterday I had something major happen which left me questioning many things. Two women had been incredibly nasty about me behind me back, and I don’t have many words left to say.
I don’t know if I’ll be back on TikTok, because I don’t think the negative comments are something I can keep up with. Whatever I do people criticise and I’m not emotionally strong enough to deal with it alone. I have tried so long to face this world alone, and longed to be in love and find true love. Everyday I wake up I just wish to go back to sleep, and this isn’t normal. I feel empty, I feel in pain and I need help. So, it’s time for me. The world seems dark, dangerous and scary. I want it to be a happy place, full of family, love and laughter. It will come, when the times right.
Thanks for your support and I completely understand if you wish to unsubscribe.
Emily xx