https://cinnamonstacked.tumblr.com/post/687042999437443072/the-struggle Lil thing I wrote. Not to disrespect my loving fans!! I love and appreciate each and every single one of you for supporting me- no matter how much youβve given! Sometimes I get conflicted about this kink and I get embarrassed and ashamed and doubt my own desires and beliefs. I regress back into a childish state of needing constant approval from others- especially from my own family. When they comment on me looking bigger and bigger- it turns me on for awhile but the look of their face stings deep. I want them to love and support me and, as dumb as it sounds, they disapprove of me being fat lol. They donβt and would never ever support me doing something like this π€π€π€ Sucks to be them huh- theyβre just gonna be extra surprised when I double in size π·π·π· π€―