38 years old today... Good lord. I always HATE celebrating..
Added 2024-01-10 15:03:45 +0000 UTC38 years old today... Good lord. I always HATE celebrating my birthday. Just a big reminder of how little I've accomplished, how I've made zero gains in life and am nowhere near where I'd like to be. Then BOOM, you blink and it's 39, then 40. Scary how everything moves faster and faster. This year's been like the rest recently, ups and downs, little bit heavier in the downs side. Lots of horrible and immediately regretted decisions. Ugh. But finally, we made a little progress towards the end there. Then IMMEDIATELY 2024 tests me lol I've been waiting 2 years since doing bare knuckle tryouts, and now I get a contract offer. Just a single fight, but it's at the first show in Canada. The pays shite, so that obviously makes a difference. But regardless, my drive to train at that level, or even close to, is non-existent. I finally made a good decision saying fuck this. No need to prove I'm tough by trading shots to the head without gloves lol. I'm so dense too so my weight class has giants lol I'm like a midget in there lol anyways, felt like sharing, currently struggling with figuring out who the fuck I am and what makes me happy. Thank you guys for the continued love and support.
