

I’m sorry I’ve been so inactive guys but god damn it’s so ha..
Added 2023-02-13 19:24:38 +0000 UTCI’m sorry I’ve been so inactive guys but god damn it’s so hard to post myself online sexually when I’m in such a difficult place in my life. I literally make money off of my appearance and my face is basically deformed from the paralysis. Two months of this already and it’s really been taking a toll on me. My eye is really in rough condition, it aches and it burns. I don’t know how much longer I can go without blinking, surely my eye will fail at some point here. Just going through a lot and I’ve just been trying to distract myself as much as possible to not think about the complications I dealt with after my joint replacements. I’ve been through so much and I’m just emotionally and physically drained. I finally just started working out again and I’m hoping this will make me feel more confident with what I’m working with. Fuck bells palsey. :(