I’m on a lil vacay with friends to celebrate my birthday, an..
Added 2024-02-18 04:03:37 +0000 UTCI’m on a lil vacay with friends to celebrate my birthday, and I can’t even put into words the experience. Everything has been effected by my weight. I’ve never felt so out of shape in my life. We are doing a ton of walking and I’m struggling. I’m so tired, sore, out of breath, keep having to take breaks because ooofff it’s a workout. Then there comes the part about clothes. It’s so strange being the fattest friend in the group. I’ve always been small and comparable to my friends, but now I am officially the ‘fat friend’. So I’m more aware of my fatness and how I look, which is hot. The stretch marks on my arms are bright red so when I wear anything without sleeves you can see them. I have stretch marks behind my knees that you can see whenever I’m wearing a dress or shorts. And we haven’t even gotten to the part where we are going swimming. There are a million other little things that have happened that I want to share. I’ll have to make a whole video when I get back.
