There has been a shift in my mind lately. Before, my gain wa..
Added 2024-02-29 21:33:11 +0000 UTCThere has been a shift in my mind lately. Before, my gain was totally in my control. I could keep going when I wanted to, stop if I ever felt like it. Now that’s all changed. Giving up control to someone else, letting them make you as fat as they desire… it’s scary. I’m embracing a new side of myself where I have to submit and give up all control. It makes me nervous sometimes to think about how big I’m going to be, and how I have no say over it. At the same time though, I love that. I love feeling helpless, submissive, out of control, degraded, *I love it*.
