Added 2023-04-09 04:36:48 +0000 UTC
KSFW/JOURNAL proof of life. Beachy shr00m trip with friends. I took three and an hour and a half passes, no effect. What do I do? Wait some more? Nah I take three more, play with the sand, and then it hits, and all of a sudden there are hundreds of people and it was a party night, so they had free margaritas. I was paranoid. But I managed it pretty well, thanks to my friends and I love the managaeable chaos whenever we do something like this. It’s not all the time. I discovered I could drink alcohol better and more on shr00ms. I have low alcohol tolerance. Every time I go out with people I love, it’s like my brain rewires and life is good again. I cherish them. I love them with all my heart. Met a cute surfer dude friend for the first time (we’ve been talking for months. Matched thru Tinder when I used it then lol) and we might see each other this weekend. Honestly tho, I am no longer seeking/chasing. I just let whoever come. I’m not looking for anything serious, but affection and intimacy in different forms are really important to me. Being with friends is better than looking for affection in the wrong places (I am still 24/7 horny, however) I’m back from the other world and I’m cheezin more than ever. Also this was spontaneous and we couldn’t find good swimsuits that fit. My top was literally washed away by the strong ass currents twice. Idc about getting naked but it’s not right beach. I wish we had nude beaches here LOL.
