"How did you meet your master and were you not afraid to sub..

"How did you meet your master and were you not afraid to submit to him?"

We got to know each other in a Telegram group. He had noticed that I was a model and had asked me a few things about it. A few months later, I asked in the same group for people who knew about the topic of "t0rture & interrogation" because I had planned a video shoot 😏 and wanted to find out beforehand. I then set up a new group to discuss this. Among other things, I wrote to him there and later spoke to him on the phone 📞
A few weeks later, I thought that I would like to have someone with me for the shoot who knew something about the topic. So I asked in the newly formed group if he could imagine doing it. My master got in touch and we spoke again on the phone and arranged a meeting. We then met halfway between his home and mine and went to a café. We talked about various things there for a while. Later, we went for a walk and ended up in a park. He offered me the handcuff protectors (which we had talked about on the phone) to try out (I had told him on the phone that I had had problems with handcuffs in the past and he told me about the protectors). Of course I wanted to try them out straight away 😅🔗🔒
And then we very quickly got into a pretty wild game where I ran away from him & he overpowered me & threw me on the floor. I landed in the dirt a few times, laughed & moaned a lot, didn't get much air and even had dirt shoved in my mouth 😏🥵😅
On the way back to the station, he unexpectedly took me by the hand 👫🤝 and we talked about kinks and DS's relationship. But I also told him that I'm neurodivergent and exactly what that means in my case. It's important to me to be open about it so that people know what they're getting into when they get involved with me.
I was pretty intoxicated by the meeting and by him and it was clear that I wanted to see him again and play with him extensively 🥰 and then it very quickly developed from "let's meet up to play now and then" to "I want to be all yours" 😍😍😍

The question "Why weren't you afraid to submit to him?" is wrong. "Why did you dare to submit to him despite your fear?" would be more correct. Because I was afraid. Especially at the beginning, I was regularly very scared. But I was still able to get involved for various reasons. For one thing, we have mutual acquaintances, so I was able to hear from others beforehand what they knew about him and what impression they had of him. Secondly, you build something like this up step by step, so you only ever have to get involved in the next step. It's also super helpful if you have a circle of friends where you can talk openly about the relationship and friends who you know will give you open feedback. This is especially important for games with addiction and personality development. For me, it means that I can rely on getting feedback if my friends think that something in my relationship is going in a bad direction.
Apart from that, he has earned my trust. He has shown me time and time again that I can trust him. Every time I've shown myself vulnerable or there have been problems, he's been there for me with understanding and has made me feel that he sees me and my needs. At the same time, he never let himself be taken for a ride. He earned my respect because he calmly and patiently listened to my needs, wishes and fears and still decided time and again that it wasn't about me. It's good to know that he looks at my emotional life and takes it into account, but doesn't let it dictate his decision. He is absolutely amazing and so deserving of my submission. Of course he uses and utilizes me to satisfy his needs and for his benefit, but takes his responsibility to me seriously and is a positive influence in all aspects of my life. We've been together for over a year now and I've never regretted (apart from a few emotional overreactions on my part) submitting to him. He is a great person and the best gentleman I know (and I have met quite a few gentlemen) and being his slave means everything to me.