I want to tell you some things about this video I posted ear..

I want to tell you some things about this video I posted earlier today. Thanks for waiting! This video is another first for me. I don't think I've posted a video of myself having anal sex yet. And because this video was pretty spontaneous, its not the best angle to start with, so how would you even know I'm getting fucked in the ass instead of the pussy? Well, I'll tell you how: because of the sounds I make.

Being anally penetrated is vastly different from being vaginally penetrated. And the sounds I make during it relate to that. It's more difficult to have a cock in your ass, and there is a small amount of pain to deal with at first. I have to manage the pain, and relax at the same time, which is what you hear me doing at first. When I say "ok, ok, ok" thats me letting him know that we'e good, I'm alright, he's in and I can take a little more. Its a very intense feeling though. You'll hear me ask him to "come down low", which means I want his body against mine. There's a few reasons for that. It changes the angle of his penetration, which makes it easier, and also, it calms me, which helps me relax and loosen up so I can take more. We use TONS of lube, which is why you hear that little "squick" noise when he's down low.

He asks me if I'm "ready to get on top" because he knows that's my best angle if I'm going to cum from anal. But sometimes I cum with him on top of me, and I was close, which is why I say "almost, almost..." so I wanted a little more of that face down angle and he very sweetly obliges. But then, its a bit too much, a bit too deep. Anal for me is funny like that. It can turn quite quickly, from a pleasurable feeling to a bit-too-much and painful. That's when I start saying "no" and ask to get on top.

A brief digression here about my "no". I am deeply, unwaveringly committed to consent as a pre-requisite for sex. Lets be clear about that. But in the good relationship that I have with my partner here, and in a sexual context we communicate consent in a variety of ways. For example, I have a safe word. If there is ever anything that I need to stop IMMEDIATELY I use my safe word and everything stops, he asks me whats wrong, and I tell him and I decide if I want to resume or not. But in this moment, that "no" means "we're getting close to something that is going to not work anymore and will have to change it up". And he knows that. You can see him change to a shallower, quicker stroke there, and when I said "I gotta go on top" he accommodated that right away. Also, more lube. Lots of lube.

You'll hear me checking in with him too. I like to know that he's ok. I'm not a mind reader! Checking in periodically during sex is very important for both of us.

That bit at 3:53, where he holds my rib cage and bounces me on his cock.... I LOVE that! I call that being a "fuck doll". I like feeling like he's using my whole body to make him cum. Its such a turn on! But that back and forth motion of my hips that I transition into after that.... that's the move that makes me cum. I know you can't see it in that part of the video but I'm pretty sure you can HEAR me squirt! I came all over his belly and chest and he loves that!

Also, I love it that he turns me on his cock so I can face in another direction, but keeps his cock in my ass while he's turning me. Getting it in is that hard part, so its pretty great (though slightly awkward for the camera) that he holds and turns me without pulling out of my ass.

The rest of it is pretty obvious.... and I decided to keep in the laughing-at-the-end part about my pants getting wet. We were right at the edge of the bed and I definitely get some distance at that angle!

Also, he came and then made me cum again, because at that point just the volume of his cock in my ass with the rocking motion is enough to make me go off. And that's when I was saying "how, how" (not "ow, ow" I definitely wanted to clarify that!) because I don't know how he keeps going after he cums! But I'm sure glad he does!

Thanks for waiting and reading my commentary! I love that you do! It means so much to me. xoxoxo