There are two parts to this vid, please swipe! I apologize f..

There are two parts to this vid, please swipe! I apologize for my absence, I’ll get everything done tonight. I have not been okay but I’m just going to make myself do it anyway (The majority of you have been very kind, I appreciate it so much.) 💭 There’s been multiple times over the past year since I started onlyfans where I got flare ups or very sick, that I needed to take a break for a week or so, a lot of of you encouraged that because you know I need it, and to those of you who do that, please know I see and love you. You help. I know logically it’s fine to take a break but now I’m not sure again so I guess I just won’t for a while..but please know you saying that means the world to me and I haven’t forgotten it, I’m just in a weird head space now and am unsure what to do so I’ll just make myself do things 💭 I have never posted full B/G vids for free before and I made and posted so much content for the past month💓 I was so excited and happy to share that and because of that when I started getting worse I figured hey it’ll be okay, i need to take a moment. I will finish everything up when I’m okay. They have more content and multiple videos and it’s fine. If I’ve ever posted that I’m taking a break I get 3x as many “hurry up” comments or people say weird cruel shit which make it worse. ): A lot of creators only post a couple times a month, and I’ve been trying really hard to post multiple times a week. Sorry I failed this month. I will do better. I’m still proud of myself, but I will. I need to get help and see a doctor soon but I’m not sure when I can do that I’ve needed to for a couple years now but idk 💭 Anyways, I would really appreciate a bit of extra softness in the coming weeks. I’m not okay, and I know it’s not sexy but I need to be open about that. Please don’t be mean to me.🧸 I truly can’t do it. I am a person behind this screen and I am struggling. 💭 If you have questions or concerns, please do let me know! Send me a message, here, or anywhere with your username for here, and I will look into it and get it taken care of immediately. Just please talk to me like I am a person. Don’t make fun of me, Please just don’t be incredibly rude to me for no reason. A lot of people don’t respect that this is my job and a business until they can weaponize that against me when I’m suffering and not myself. But I love my job, and I love making content, so I’m trying very hard to not let a couple get me down. Please do dm me if you have issues because I’d love to resolve them and even give you some sick ass stuff for the wait!! 💭 Thank you for everything. So many of you are such cool ass people and I genuinely feel so lucky waking up and getting to hangout with you guys and post sexy stuff for you. I’ve made some awesome friends and I also just love making people happy, thank you for allowing me time to rest. I need to figure out a better way to that doesn’t make people mad. Thank you for watching (and sorry for crying) love u..💓