Sometimes, when my soul suddenly becomes shrouded in a fog o..

Sometimes, when my soul suddenly becomes shrouded in a fog of sadness and it feels like there's only emptiness ahead, I turn to astrology or Tarot cards for support. 🤫🤪
I don’t see it as the ultimate truth, but rather as a deep tool for self-exploration and understanding my own mysteries.

So, for the last one and a half to two weeks, I couldn’t shake the thought that I needed to have a Tarot reading. The time had come. I’d been nurturing this idea, thinking that at some point in the near future I would definitely go.

Then, on Friday, at a Halloween party, I spotted a corner with a Tarot reader. Unfortunately, I didn’t have any money, but nearby there was a box filled with live worms and maggots.😵‍💫
Above it was a sign saying that you could try your luck, put your hand inside, and pull out a ball with a prize. One of the prizes was a free Tarot session.

I am terrified of insects. Maybe you remember my childhood story about the May beetle that scared me terribly and left me with a lasting phobia of bugs.

But my desire to have a Tarot reading was stronger. 😁
Gathering all my courage and ignoring my disgust, I put my hand into the box. When my fingers touched the cold plastic of a ball, my heart leapt, and when I found the free session inside, I was beyond thrilled.

The session turned out to be exactly what I needed. Every word the Tarot reader said resonated with my heart, confirmed my thoughts, and dispelled my doubts. I felt uplifted and inspired, as if I had once again found the right path.😌

For the past year and a half, I’ve been trying to overcome stagnation on my Instagram. I’ve been drawing, posting Reels every day, and even though sometimes I felt exhausted and wanted to give up, I kept going. And finally, there’s been some progress. Followers have started coming in, though there haven’t been any sales yet. But I truly believe that everything will work out and my paintings will find their buyers once again.🥰

By the way, the party was wonderful. I was showered with compliments; people said I looked amazing in a black dress and black contacts 😈. It was lovely to catch up with everyone, chat, and have some tea.

Today, I decided to give myself a rest day. I slept in, had a leisurely breakfast, did some cleaning, started a load of laundry, and now I’m happily getting into a series.

I’ve started watching „From”. Has anyone seen it? What do you think? If you haven’t watched it, I highly recommend it—it's cool!