jadeleigh

Hi, folks! I really don’t like to complain or vocalize anyth..

Added 2021-08-07 05:03:10 +0000 UTC

Hi, folks! I really don’t like to complain or vocalize anything negative that occurs in my life, but I have to let you all know what’s going on. The fuck machine video is still coming, I promise, but I haven’t been able to film it as I’ve been battling my PCOS since just before we finished the goal! I’m alright, no need to worry, and I’ll be able to film again once my cycle finally ends. I’ve had PCOS, or Polycystic Ovary Syndrome, for the entirety of my adult life but as of the past two years, it’s been really beating my ass. I’m hoping I don’t experience another 58 consecutive days of absolute period hell, as I’ve already dealt with that once this year and I’ve been in and out of various doctor offices and specialists all year in an attempt to find an OBGYN that understands and can help me figure out what my options are. I feel like bashing my skull against the concrete in frustration or shoving my fist up my ass, grabbing hold of my innards, yanking them out and fashioning a noose sometimes, but I’m still here and there’s no reason to be worried about me! I’m a tough gal and I’ve fought bigger bears than this. I just wanted to let you know what was going on behind the scenes, because while I disagree with shedding light on my struggles, I still have to keep the show going and provide an explanation for instances like these where there’s a hold up on content. Fingers crossed that my cave clears up soon so I can get plowed like the good lord intended, and I’m so sorry for the inconvenience! ♥️