**Behind the scenes** Getting ready for a filming date with the hunky muscle guy and I go from my cozy shorts (I basically live in them) π to pants and a nice shirt and I even step into my shoes for you guys. I canβt do laces anymore so itβs hard enough to put on pants and get dressed π₯΅ Hear the loud breathing and see how much I am enjoying all this new fat bumping into things and making me look all fat and handsome ππ· I am really enjoying the beard too and intend on keeping it for a whileβ¦ I hope you all like it too!