Hey all. So i woke up this morning and as always prepped for..
Added 2023-01-09 12:43:51 +0000 UTCHey all. So i woke up this morning and as always prepped for shooting content (i do content daily but mondays are my big content days where i go all out for a full day). And then i came across an email that said that an OOOOLD ass tiktok account of mine got reinstated (the very first tiktok account i ever made..like 1.5 years back) - and i logged in...scrolled thru some of my old posts..and i came across this post with me and Leo. And oh god the mental pain got so strong...down to my wrists. I miss him so god damn fucking much that i canceled shooting, gonna cuddle up with my other two dogs and cat, bury myself under a pile of chips and binge watching netflix cuz..i dunno why but that video took me down (and im not easy to take down ever for any reason). So yea. Just thought id vent it out here cuz..well its part of it all i guess. I miss him more than i can explain. He was my life and went through so much with me..and deserved a longer life (12 years aint good enough for such a wonderful friend). God damn it hurts so much to watch this stupid video. It hurts to know i cannot reach out and touch him anymore. Its been a few months now..but today felt like it was yesterday. Dont worry there will be content..just none thats done freshly today. Hug your furry friends for me today Thanks for reading this long ass post
