I'm only going to share this picture here, and it's because ..

I'm only going to share this picture here, and it's because I want it to serve as an enormous THANK YOU to all of you wonderful people. You have been supporting my dream for over two and a half years and I couldn't be more grateful 🥰 Look at my face. That expression is spontaneous and totally honest. It's the look of a girl who is realizing her goals. Who is becoming what she envisioned. As many of you know, I don't do this to win awards or overcome a challenge. I do it because I LOVE MUSCLES. Just as much as all of you do. The more muscle I build, the more I want... and to look at myself in a mirror and see these enormous biceps, these flared lats, my thick pecs, my huge quads... well.. it's overwhelming. I felt my heart racing when I took this. It's hard to believe that I've gotten this big and I feel like I have so far still to go. I really want to see how massive I can get 😁 But let's get back to you guys. I really do want to thank you. Not only for your financial support but for your unyielding enthusiasm and positive reinforcement. It means the world to me, and I very truthfully wouldn't be at this stage if it wasn't for you guys. When I train at they gym, when I force myself to drink that ONE more protein shake, when I practice posing for an hour.. I'm thinking of YOU. I'm not showing off for judges. I'm excited to show off for you. When I look at my muscles, I think about how they look through your eyes. And if you have a fantasy about a 230lb insanely jacked woman who's still kind of a nerd and still dances like an awkward white girl.. well I want to be that fantasy LOL. Thank you and much love to you all! Send me a message and say hi! You can also ask me kind of everyday stuff.. I enjoy just chatting about things 🥰