An anti-aesthetic post. Those who follow me might remember t..
Added 2024-11-27 11:07:36 +0000 UTCAn anti-aesthetic post. Those who follow me might remember that a couple of days ago, I lost touch with an online friend I met on OnlyFans and later chatted with on Telegram. “Friend” might be too strong a word since we barely knew each other, and my account is still very new. Yet, every day I open Telegram and look at our conversation, hoping that the account is no longer deleted. But it still is.
From the beginning, I assumed he was just taking care of his own business and didn’t feel the need to inform me before deleting his accounts. That’s probably a normal thing to do. But it really upset me because I get attached to people very quickly—it’s just how I am. He would have liked the nude photos from my previous post since he was a big fan of cholesterol 🥴🥴🥴🥴
Then this morning, another dear fan of mine wrote that they plan to delete their account for personal reasons. I know it’s not gone yet, so if you’re reading this—I’m not trying to guilt-trip or manipulate you, and I deeply apologize if it seems that way. But my heart sank a little when I read that message, barely awake.
The fans I talk to feel like building blocks of my page. They help me push boundaries, try new things, come up with ideas, and enjoy sweet, heartfelt conversations. It’s probably an immature reaction, but when fans like that leave for good, it makes me feel like dropping everything I’m doing. It’s this sense of inner inadequacy.
