

I’m lying in my lovely guest room on the second floor because my own room smells too strongly of dead mouse. Meanwhile, I can hear the screams of my brother’s one-and-a-half-year-old daughter from the first floor. Longtime readers will know what the situation at my house is like. So, my brother has once again shown up unannounced with his kid, as usual completely disregarding the fact that my mom had a full workday and might want to rest. Well, it’s common knowledge that intelligence and empathy are privileges, not guarantees, and my brother is entirely devoid of those privileges.
Today, I visited the bra shop of my favorite brand. A few days ago, I wanted to buy a specific bra online, but here’s the problem: the collection had just launched, yet only size 70 (European) with tiny cups was left in stock. And panties in size 36 (European). Here’s my burning question for lingerie manufacturers: how many women do you actually see who are willing to spend close to €100 on a set but have the body of a six-year-old??? For crying out loud, step outside! The most common sizes are 40–48 for bottoms and 80–90 C-E for bras. These sizes sell out first, like hotcakes.
Maybe someone among my followers can explain this, because I just don’t get it. Why not simply produce more of the relevant sizes and make more money from their sales?
I also wanted to say that this photo of me fully dressed seems very attractive to me personally. When I was a teenager, I used to draw all my female characters half-naked and loved playing games as heroines in bikini armor. But over time, that has changed a lot—now I find clothing most attractive when it doesn’t emphasize any feminine features, is layered, and feels unintentional. By that, I mean it doesn’t look like a carefully made outfit but rather just random clothing.
I like this not because it’s comfortable (although that’s a nice bonus) but specifically from an aesthetic perspective.